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Macy628

Hi ladies,

I've been lurking since mid July when we found out our baby stopped growing and the heartbeat stopped.  It was our first and it took clomid for me to get pregnant so of course we were/are devistated.  My d&c was on 7/20 and I've finally stopped bleeding.  One positive I guess...maybe AF will show her ugly head soon.  I go back to work (teacher) on Monday and I am so worried about how many pregnancy announcements there will be.  My sil is due around Christmas so even though I'm happy for them...my bitterness gets me sometimes.  Just realized this is the time I was planning on telling my principal about being pregnant since my appointment to hear the heartbeat was scheduled for yesterday...uggg.  Needed to vent!!!

I just wanted to thank everyone on here.  Just lurking and reading the posts made me feel better knowing I wasn't alone!

Tapsalteerie

A sad welcome to you.    I'm so sorry for your loss.

I hope your return to work isn't too painful for you.

pbhennessy

I'm so sorry for your loss.

I, too, lost my first pregnancy, just this week.  I was also on clomid.  I know I don't need to reiterate to you how sad it all is.

I hope your return to work goes as smoothly as possible.  You are in my thoughts... 

sunnymel

I'm so sorry for your loss, this is a great place with many great women.

priya&peter

I am so sorry.  I also hope your return to work goes as well as possible.  It is an icredibly hard thing to go through but you are not alone and I am glad you found the ladies on this board.  sending hugs your way.

Kara5109

Welcome! I am so sorry for your loss. I am bitter around pregnant people too and sometimes break out in tears when pregnant people are talking about their baby. ha. It's getting ridiculous..but we all know how you feel!

megdrew1218

So sorry for your loss.

I know what you mean about people around you announcing pregnancies. Seems like everyone is announcing now. My first prenatal appointment was kind of hard milestone to hit. I constantly think about how far along I should be. It's hard to deal with, but as time goes by, I manage it better I guess.

cnybride2be

sorry!  I'm with you on the i've been lurking part and on the reading posts *quietly* and feeling some support.   with my recent loss this has helped.

lax15bsu

I'm so sorry for your loss... def feel free to vent away here.  That's what we're here for.

KAG30

I am so sorry for your loss {{HUGS}}.  I hope AF is nice and comes to see you soon. 

Kel&Jay

I'm very sorry for your loss.  I'm glad you are able to find some comfort here.  It's been a great help to me as well.

HUGS!