I planned a pool party/bbq 2 months ago for 15 of my college friends tomorrow & I want to cancel the entire thing! I am in no mood to entertain and could really care less right now about seeing everyone-- nausea makes me cranky!!!
After reading the cheeseburger thread earlier I stopped by and got one and now I feel disgusting I want to just sleep it off but that grosses me out even more... knowing I should go for a long walk or something instead.
I am now wondering if I could be having twins with my doubling time being less than 48 hours. I know its not a huge chance but I can't stop wondering. I can't wait to hear back from my doc to see when she wants me to come in again.
+ I totally went out of control today shopping for Sara after I swore I wouldnt buy anymore clothes.... bad outlet carters and gymboree!
+ I bought DH's surprise graduation present... recliners... I dont know if I can hold it another 21 days.
+I ate pizza for dinner last night, lunch today and as an afternoon snack and possibley more leftovers for dinner.... I feel guilty, but I hate to waste!
+ I can't think about anything other than this baby. Work should not be paying me for sitting at my desk & counting days on my calendar.It's really embarrassing how difficult it is for me to function & I think others notice.
Re: +++Confessions+++
+ I'm so incredibly tired of drama with my SIL. It never ends.
+ I'm not looking forward to this wedding we have to go to tonight because there is going to be a lot of dancing and I am so not in the mood for it.
I was determined to eat well today, buuuuuut ate a Hershey's chocolate bar. :-(
I'm nervous about finding a dresser for the baby's room. Everything I see that I would consider buying people have left negative comments about?
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I am now wondering if I could be having twins with my doubling time being less than 48 hours. I know its not a huge chance but I can't stop wondering. I can't wait to hear back from my doc to see when she wants me to come in again.
+ I totally went out of control today shopping for Sara after I swore I wouldnt buy anymore clothes.... bad outlet carters and gymboree!
+ I bought DH's surprise graduation present... recliners... I dont know if I can hold it another 21 days.
+I ate pizza for dinner last night, lunch today and as an afternoon snack and possibley more leftovers for dinner.... I feel guilty, but I hate to waste!
+ I can't think about anything other than this baby. Work should not be paying me for sitting at my desk & counting days on my calendar.It's really embarrassing how difficult it is for me to function & I think others notice.
+ I really want a cold beer.
BFP#2 5/11/09 :: Natural m/c 5/27/09 @ 5w5d
BFP#3 7/24/09 :: Missed m/c, baby stopped growing at 6w4d :: natural m/c 8/28/09 @ 8w6d
BFP #4 11/27/09 :: DD born 7/27/10
BFP #5 2/29/12 :: DD born 11/6/12