My fears are getting the worst of me today. I"m only 4 weeks, and while I'm staying positive and have a good feeling about this pregnancy for the most part, but after 3 M/C's...I'm just waiting for this pregnancy to end prematurely. I won't be seeing a Doc until late august although I wish they'd take me in early and just keep doing beta's on me! My last M/C was a missed M/C which is why I worry so much, I carried the baby a month past it had died, sooo whats to say that won't happen agian? And every cramp I feel like I over analyze. I think, "O..here it comes....." How do you not let this fear drive you nuts???! I want to be happy about my pregnancy but instead I find myself mournuing it already.
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I am so sorry. I have only had one loss and that was much later so I cannot fully understand where you are coming from.... but I do understand the fears. Can you call your Dr and talk to them about your history and push for an appointment sooner than what you have? I would theink they would understand with your history.
Are you doing anything different than the last pg? Meaning did they find that it was a Progesterone problem adn you are on supps? I am so sorry, but I really would call and ask to be seen sooner, I think that is the only thing that will ease your fears... at least a little. GL