KELLIMADSON

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kellimadson:

I'm due October 26th. We haven't started working on the nursery yet. Its our August and September project. DH is redoing the whole inside of our house. This all started the day after my BFP. He wants his daughter to have the best house and will make sure that happens. Buying a new house would have been easier, but we're not ones for doing things the easy way. This week nothing has been done on the house. We have to put our dog down tomorrow. She had a stroke on Monday evening and a seizure Tuesday morning. The vet said there's nothing they can do and since she's 16 its time to put her down. I've had her since I was 5 so this has been very difficult on me. I remind myself that it's what's best for her and she lead a very long and loving life. I also know that people are dealing with much harder things than I am so feel sorry for myself isn't going to stop us from having to say goodbye.

 I just wanted to say that I'm so sorry about your dog.  They really do become a member of the family and I'm so sorry you have to go through this, especially during what should be such a happy time for you.

kellimadson

Thanks! DH is going to take her down in the morning because I know I won't be able to leave the vet if I'm there. I keep reminding myself that having an old dog that could nip the baby is not a good idea. I know this is a blessing in disguise. Its just hard to remember that all the time. She has been sleeping all day and all night since Tuesday morning. Needless to say, I want it to be Saturday and have tomorrow done and over with.