**Bleeding Heart**

ashley0616

YGPM, and I apologize if it sounds freaky-stalker-girl-esque. I just wanted to let you know all that stuff, because I'd want that kind of a note if it were me making the difference. You know, pg hormones, they get the best of us, haha! )

 

Bleeding_Heart

Aww, thanks. ?It took me a few minutes to figure out how to read a private message:) ?

I'm glad you've found some comfort in my words. ?Its been a really rough road finding a balance between mourning our loss and celebrating our little man on the way. ?I have to say though, that as soon as I passed the twins' EDD I found myself a lot more connected to this baby and was able to start thinking about really being a Mom this time. ?

I hope things are going well for you - and thanks again for the sweet message.

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ashley0616

Haha, that's OK I just learned how to do it without first clicking "contact" on a random person.

I can't tell you how nice it is to come here and be able to see blogs like yours and talk to the women here. My family is the type that thinks I should just get over the m/c, and DH doesn't like to talk about the twins very much. So coming here is a huge relief and reading blogs like yours touches my heart.

Hopefully, once November comes and goes and I can really accept the fact that the twins won't ever be here, I'll be able to really heal and move on and become even more excited and focused on this little one. Time will tell. )