I never wanted to be a SAHM and, sure enough, I'm not loving it. I am bored. I miss my job. I miss interacting with people on a regular basis. I've been home since February and will go back in September (I'm a teacher).
All of a sudden, I'm starting to think I'll be sad to go back. What is that all about?!? I've been counting down the days for months and now this?
Re: I've been dying to go back to work
Caden Reese - 8/1/06
Mackenzie Jo - 10/9/09
I was in the same boat too. I was off for four months and I was ready to go back after my 6wk check up. It was something that happened that last month off and I did not want to go back at all. I was more emotional about going back than I ever was with my first. I never wanted to stay home either and I am still toying with the idea of it. I have now been back for a few weeks and I have a pretty good deal since I do not work five days a week to begin with, but I still miss them. Its hard to say because now being back is not so bad.
Sam-mommy to Brady 11/6/06 & Riley 4/8/09
I know exactly how you feel. When I was out on maternity leave (8 weeks) I knew I couldn't do that sort of thing long term. I'm just not built for the SAHM role.
Now that I'm back at work, I give DD a kiss/hug every morning before I head out & I hate leaving her. The emotions are very conflicting. I think its a bit of the "grass is greener" mentality. When I'm home for extended periods of time, I can't wait to get back to my projects at work. When I'm at work, I can't wait to get home.
I guess that's just how it goes.