As of 1am today I am no longer PG:(

bcn68

If you've seen my posts I recently got my BFP at 13dpo.  I took another test at 18dpo and the test was lighter than my 1st test so I kind of freaked out.  Then I read responses from others who that had happened to and then my nausea set in pretty strong...all day yucky feeling so I thought I must be ok.  Then last night I went to pee at 1am and to my horror....TMI warning........wiped and got lots of bright red blood.  I yelled out because I just didn't excpect it.  We are very sad.  I don't know what are plans are.  we know we are lucky to have our beautiful DD so that keeps me going:)  I get mad at myself...did I wait too long to TTC#2?  Are we too old?  So, I calledout sick today.  I am crampy and bleeding heavy.  Soooo sad.  I think I will keep DD home with me today:)

Our history:

TTC#1  Cycle 1 - BFP 13dpo:) Delivered 3-13-06 @ 37.5 wks

TTC#2 Cycle 1 - BFPdpo? - m/c Dec. '08 5weeks

TTC#2 Cycle 2 Had all the signs then AF showed up 3 days early and I am always 28 days on the day.

TTC#2 Cycle 3 Had all the signs then AF showed up 1 day early.

TTC#2 Cycle 4 BFP 13dpo - m/c 5wks

 

Dochas

I'm so sorry - it must have been such a shock.  I'm glad you took off today and hope maybe your daughter can make you smile.  Maybe you can take tomorrow too and make it an extra long weekend?

DoubleFlyaway

I'm so sorry.

stacia1633

I'm very sorry....

baze2

That is sure disappointment. I am sorry...keep dd at home and enjoy every minute of your day with her.

hollymichael

I'm really sorry. <<Hugs>>

 

mscandyman

I am so sorry, bcn. 

joyfulnature

I'm so sorry, BCN. ((((hugs)))

mimi525

So very sorry.

Lucky&Lola

No words...I am so very sorry!

aubie96

I'm so sorry and hope that your DD helps you to get through it.

hugs.......

shyntrue

I'm very sorry! 

CharBart

I am so very sorry! ((hugs))

ColoradoMelissa

I am so very sorry!  Big hugs to you!

jinjur71

So sorry!  Keep trying, I'm sure it will happen for you again soon!

MDBeachbride

((hugs))

leslieb923

I am so sorry to hear this news.

taratru

I'm so sorry. *hugs*

OscarQ

I'm so sorry.

bcn68

Thank you for all your support:)  My DH is very sick so he is home with me and I decided to let DD ditch preschool/daycare today.  She's been making me laugh all morning and drawing me pretty pictures.  She has no clue as to this PG and loss which is good.  I'm calling for a dr appt.  We may try again after we talk to someone.  We'll see. 

Baby dust to all....!!!!!!!!!!

NowDNAtoo

I'm really sorry to hear this and glad you took the day off of work.  Get lots of hugs in from your DD--the hugs I get from DS always brighten up my day.

GymDogFran

Oh no!!  I'm so sorry.  Please take care of yourself!

BirdieBrd

I'm so sorry.

justadogmommy

My heart breaks for you.

iluvtom

I am so sorry

indianasunshine

I am so sorry.  Sending you a million (((HUGS)))

teachinbr

This sounds exactly like what I went through last month.  I got a BFP at 12 DPO using a digital pregnancy test.  I called my OB and she scheduled an ultrasound at 6 weeks.  During this time, I had horrible cramping.  At 5 weeks, I began to spot.  I called the nurse, but she did not call back.  Around noon, I began to actually have a flow.  I called the nurse again crying.  They had me come in to do blood work and an ultrasound.  My levels came back normal.  My OB said I had a "chemical pregnancy."  She said the egg was fertilized but did not implant correctly.  She said it is not considered a pregnancy (although from those I have spoken to and looking online, it is considered an early miscarriage).  She said if I had taken a regular pregnancy test (not digital) the lines should get darker- not lighter.  She gave me the okay to try again immediatly and said that the blood flow is actually my period.  She also told me that when I get another BFP, she wants me to come in for blood work.  I had HORRIBLE cramps for that day, then was okay.  Right now, I am awaiting AF.  Took a pregnancy test today and it was negative.  I am curious if the chemical pregnancy messed up my LP.  I have been using the digital ovulation kit so I am positive I ovulated this month (right on time too).  I am sure your OB will give you some answers.  I am so sorry.