I'm getting very impatient. I've been taking OPKs for a week now and they have all been negative. (My cycles are so variable that I start taking them at CD14 and just keep taking till I get a +) My cervix has been showing most fertile signs for the past 3 days and today I had a lot of EWCM so I was really expecting the OPK to be positive today, but it's not. I'm hoping that tomorrow or the day after I will get a positive. But I'm starting to worry - I know that it's common to have an anovulatory cycle after a miscarriage. But I wonder - if you're not going to ovulate - do you still get fertile signs like EWCM? Or is the fact that I have it a good sign?
Re: Come on OPK!
Keep using the OPKs. Or just keep FWPing until your temps go up (if you're charting). My O seems to keep getting later and later, and I don't always get a positive OPK before I run out of sticks.
On another note, your "demotivational" poster is exactly how I felt last night. I kept thinking "if I cry hard enough and long enough, will God feel my emotions and desire to be a mother? Will He have mercy on me?"
Today was my last OPK stick and it was +! So hang in there! I felt the same way you are yesterday, I had signs of Ovulation but it was still neg. Good Luck!