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dkfitz07

How are you this morning?
How was your weekend?

As you can see my temps did nothing

Jacquiemark

Lazy, I just got up. My weekend was uneventful. It was really way to hot and humid to do much outside. We stayed mostly in and watched movies. How was yours?

I see your temps. What happened saturday? Have you tried plugging in a phantom number in there (high one) to see what it says? I still wouldn't put all your eggs in that basket. 

dkfitz07

I don't know what happened Saturday lol. I temped early and then on time...then I get confused. I think I got a 97.2 maybe I don't know. I just think that this wasn't the right month..and it makes me mad because of all the sex we had. ugh!

My weekend was good...busy. Friday night, we went to a village fish-fry and then to my friends for scattagories. Saturday, I went to a scrapbook party, family reunion, then wedding at the hall.Sunday, Church, family dinner, Dan's dad's house. Then we just hung around the house. I played pickleball with my neighbor. The weekend went way too fast!

Jacquiemark

You don't know yet. Just keep an eye on your temps the next two weeks. Hopefully all that BD'ing will not go to waste. ::crossing my fingers::

What is pickleball? 

dkfitz07

It is similar to tennis, but with a smaller court. And you use smaller paddles with a wiffle type ball. it doesn't seem like it, but it is a good workout...she is training for the senior olympics

Jacquiemark

No, that does sound like a good workout and fun.

 

Jacquiemark

I searched for it... Is this what you do, lol...

 

Jacquiemark

dkfitz07

What is crazy is that AF should be arriving in 6 days....and I haven't thought about it too much. Maybe I will as time goes on. But I have had alcoholic drinks, exercised, just continued with my life. I hope I can stay like this.

Jacquiemark

Yes, I think you should continue with what you have been doing and try the best not to think about it. Maybe if you tell yourself you are already out, then you won't think about and then surprise... you will get a BFP. 

dkfitz07

Love the pics lol. I didn't even look at it before my last post. I was busy chewing out our "leader" in the shop here. I caught my brother smoking AGAIN. It drives me nuts. I am in a bad mood this morning. Which maybe is good, because I can b!tch at these guys and not feel bad. I am always scared they won't like me...guess what? they don't like me anyway...so who cares? I need to take charge because my dad is getting as frustrated as I am and I am here all day to do something about it. They just thinK I am a girl who doesn't know what she is doing...AHH!

Vent over.

I am happy with my attitude. I still get down...but no matter if I pee on a stick or not, the end result is the end result. Peeing on a stick before AF is due will not increase the chances of getting a BFP. I am not going to wish my days away when it won't help the outcome. I need to start enjoying my life and live everyday instead of wanting to "sleep through the next week" I need to enjoy where I am in life. 

So that is my new mantra.

P.S. In a couple of days, I should have a PIP of the sweater I am making...I am almost done. Just have to sew the peices together and make the button bands.

Jacquiemark

I think that is a fantastic attitude. Life is what you make of it and you don't want to look back at the months of TTC and realize that is all you focused on. All the missed opportunity of being happy and getting things done, and enjoying yourself.

Do they really not like you or are you just asumming that. Take charge, show them what you got, it will feel good. you shouldn't keep things inside. I have a problem doing that and then I let things bother me over and over again.If i just would have said something earlier, then it wouldn't be a problem anymore. 

dkfitz07

I don't think they like me, but I don't know. But the way they defend eachother gives me that idea. I had the "leader" in here and told him to look out my window and see what I see...two guys standing around. I said "Do you understand why my dad is mad? Do you know where I am coming from?"

My brother instigates the dislike towards me. He is sooo jealous of me and his life is a failure. He whines to my dad about all that I have and how little he has. So he talks bad about me.

But today I don't care. 

Jacquiemark

I'm sorry Kara, that seems to be a tough situation with your brother. Hopefully one day, he can put the jealousy behind him and be your brother and a friend. You are working in a family business so you have to do what is best.

dkfitz07

Has AF left?

I am sooo jealous of your short cycles

Jacquiemark

Yes, she left yesterday.

Short cycles are good, although I do feel that my period is always around the corner.

dkfitz07

You're right.

The way I see it, if she is going to come, might as well be sooner...ya know?