Got a baby update email from a co-worker this morning and it totally shot my morning all to crap. I know I should be happy for her and glad that she and the baby are still doing ok (she's having some minor complications), I'm just not. The past week I haven't even been able to feel happy for my friend.
I'm just angry and sad or indifferent to anything baby related lately. ugh.
Re: I hate this
IVF with ICSI #1: BFP
TESE for DH 08/09/09
ER 08/09/09; ET 08/14/09; Beta #1 08/23/09: 150; Beta #2 08/25/09: 267
TTC #2: FET #1: BFP
ET 06/16/11; Beta #1 06/25/11: 282; Beta #2 06/27/11: 777
First u/s: Twins! Baby A stopped growing @ 9 weeks, forever in our hearts
TTC #3: FET #2: c/p lost at 4 weeks
Deep down I know you are happy about your friend and wish them well. Dealing with IF clouds that, though. I use the weather metaphor. The sun never goes away, but at times it is covered up by clouds and storms. The bad weather does eventually pass, but it can cause some havoc which it's there and you have to protect yourself from getting hurt. IF is a nasty shitstorm.
((HUGS))
Well put Yogi, I really like that analogy.
IVF with ICSI #1: BFP
TESE for DH 08/09/09
ER 08/09/09; ET 08/14/09; Beta #1 08/23/09: 150; Beta #2 08/25/09: 267
TTC #2: FET #1: BFP
ET 06/16/11; Beta #1 06/25/11: 282; Beta #2 06/27/11: 777
First u/s: Twins! Baby A stopped growing @ 9 weeks, forever in our hearts
TTC #3: FET #2: c/p lost at 4 weeks
Why do you have to go and say something so reasonable?
Yogi is wise.
Gidge, ::BIG HUGS:: Sorry, it just sucks.
TTC #1 - May 2010 - IUI #3: BFP
TTC #2 - May 2012 -IUI #2: BFP
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