Hey My Loves,
I haven't been bumping to much lately, So I wanted to check in with you two. Things have been..Ok. Monday I went in for the pap, and the doctor told me I would spot, I did all night, nothing big but it was there. Tuesday, nothing, not even a spot! Weds spotted again, half the day, done by 5:30pm. No spotting all day Thurs. Today at 12:30, spotting again.
I called the doctor and talked to the midwife. She tried to get me scheduled for a U/S with no luck. I have to wait until Monday. She said if it started to get worse then go to the ER and they will give me a U/S and see whats going on. I also found out tues I have a Vaginal Infection (lucky me) that is caused by stressed amongst other things. So I read that spotting can occur from that. I asked her and she did not say yes it could, or anything so that didn't make me feel any better =(. So before we hung up she said to me "If you are miscarrying, there's nothing we can do" "It sucks I know, but its to early for us to do anything" I was fine until she said that.
Now its all I can think of. I know that they can do nothing, and I understand that, but it was just hearing it from her it hurt. I don't know. I'm trying to relax but my anxiety is at all time high. I'm doing pretty good at blocking a panic attack from coming on. I just hope I can keep it from creeping out until Monday.
Sorry about the Debbie downer checkin, but I wanted to let my 2 favorite bumpies know whats going on.
I hope all is well with you guys! I miss yous! Take care, I should be on some more tonight and into this weekend. I have no plans =( I wish I did, I'd love to keep things off my mind! Plus I want to go see that movie The Hangover!
Re: Jme and Wordsmith
Oh honey, I am so sorry you are spotting and having to worry about this. ((HUGS))
I am praying that the spotting stops and everything is ok...PLEASE keep me posted. I am sending you a PM with my email address so you can keep me posted.
I love you Linz!!
Thanks Ladies, you put a smile on my face.
I'm try my hardest to stay upbeat. I'm doing a lot better then most would think with the way I am when things are turned upside down haha.
JME- I'll keep you posted, don't worry
*Muah* Lots of love for you and peanut!!
I love you girls
And
I love the badges, haha so cute! they made me LOL when I saw the post with all the girls that have them! You are all too cute!