just lost it with MH

mrs.viv07

he took the dogs out and left my vitamins for me to take well my b6 vit are 2 and they have a bitter taste to them i took all the other ones and left those for last 1 got stuck in my thorat made me gag and then i threw up, MH walked in with me sitting in our kitchen floor hunched over the garbage crying hysterically, he came over to hug me and was worried of course and asked if i was ok...well i lost it and was just bawling and in sobs told him i'm terrified of loosiing this baby letting him down and to  make it worse this pain on my left side(where i have no tube) hurts. its low like at he crease where my leg starts almost as if i pulled something, well needless to say he was amazing and sat with me, girls i have not been emotional at all with any pg this was a first i mean the flood gates just opened up, sobs and all.

Lucky428

HUGS!!! Hun I'm so sorry! I'm glad your DH was there and able to soothe you and hug you during this breakdown.

The first trimester is so hard and so scary.  It's such a roller coaster- you want to be thrilled but it's nearly impossible.

If it weren't for my DH and this board, I think I would've lost my mind.

I'm sending you a giant hug. 

thewarrens

I'm so sorry.....  :::BIGHUGS::::

Tonya_G

Viv, just so you know... I lost my left tube too, and this pgcy, I had a lot of early tugging/pulling/cramping on the left side. It was actually a relief b/c at least I knew it couldnt' be ectopic, but when I had my u/s, it turned out that the baby had implanted on the left side, which was what I was feeling! So, think of it this way- it's just your baby settling in for the long haul- it will make the aches and pains so worth it!

NelyBelly

Oh, *hugs.* I agree, 1st tri sucks, but it will get better. Cry when you need to, and don't ignore your feelings. I'm so glad your DH is such a sweetheart.

It's so funny how all until my 12 week scan, I was a bundle of nerves. And then when I actually started feeling the baby at 18 weeks I started feeling a lot more confident. Hugs to you and your baby

itsMsAlbin

Hey honey, I was popping over to check on you. ? That means your hormones are raging, which is great! ?lol

?The pulling and tugging is normal, your uterus is starting to grow and stretch. ?I remember calling a nurse freaked about this when I was pg with James, and she said it is totally normal. ?Big hugs, honey.?

Dontblink

Big Hugs! Saying TONS of prayers that this works out for you!!!

kimisuejoia

I'm so sorry you're going through this! We are right at the same spot and I can relate to the insecurities... Big hugs....

Libby33

Tonya_G:

Viv, just so you know... I lost my left tube too, and this pgcy, I had a lot of early tugging/pulling/cramping on the left side. It was actually a relief b/c at least I knew it couldnt' be ectopic, but when I had my u/s, it turned out that the baby had implanted on the left side, which was what I was feeling! So, think of it this way- it's just your baby settling in for the long haul- it will make the aches and pains so worth it!

Ditto this, except I lost my right tube.

Will be praying for you ... it'll stick, I just know it.

tiffanylaw06

Oh Viv, I'm so happy that things are going so well so far.  When is your appt?  Yeah for a supportive and wonderful husband too. ::hugs::