I feel so bad.. this has been a rough week...

AWD

just need to vent to someone other then DH. Last Oct. I miscarried which means I would of been due this past week. I think it hurt more the past week then it did when it all happened in Oct. Just knowing I should be holding a newborn right now brings tears to my eyes. I have been a horrible wife and mother this week. I forgot to tell MIL that I was off Mon due to the holiday and she got up and was waiting on DS and I at 7:15 like normal. Then Tues DH has DS and he gets goes to change his diaper and we have only 2 wipes left and 1 diaper and I forgot to ask my mom to keep DS that afternoon after DH went to work b/c MIL had plans therefore DH has to re-arrange his work schedule to keep DS. I have had sooo much on my mind about the whole m/c etc,, then we are going the the beach this Mon. so I have been running around like crazy trying to find water shoes, sandals a UV protection shirt etc... DS has come down with a Summer cold and is all congested etc... Work has been horrible we have been sooo slow and the boss is has been upset (I understand) about it.DH has been working nights so I am home alone trying not to dwell on things. Ughhh I so need a vacation! DH sent me flowers today so that brightened my day. Counting down the days til we leave. I just feel like I am losing it I am forgeting everything it's like I am in another world mentally.

oparcm

That is a lot to have on your plate.  I think you're reaction is normal.  I'm sure that your mind is on this week and who wouldn't be a bit scattered with the daily routine.  HUGS

Amanda&Chris

That sounds like a rough week! At least it seems like your H is being understanding.  {{hugs}}

DandelionMom

(((hugs)))  It sounds like you're doing well considering the week you've had. 

I think it is very normal to mourn a bit on the due date.  I still get a little shock when that day rolls around for me and it has been almost 6 years.