Im sick of things being so hard

FutureMsReeder · May 2009

I have been posting about this on TTTC 12+. Miracle BFP the day after paying for our upcoming IVF in July. Beta thursday-7. Beta Friday-20. No one knows what is going on. And because the number more than doubled, if it doubles again, it will probably throw us off for IVF in July since obviously this isnt viable. We need summer IVF since I'm a teacher. Not one good thing has happened in our lives this year. Im just so tired.

babydontforget · May 2009

Poo, Reeder, I'm so sorry. I so wish this could be resolved for you. Please hang in there, and keep posting your vents.

perry7285 · May 2009

i'm sorry sweetie. that absolutely sucks. hang in there, everything's going to work out. (too bad things don't work out nearly as fast as we'd like!) e-hugs.

jehnm · May 2009

I keep saying that I can't wait for 2010 to be here and hopefully be a better year! I'm sorry you are having to deal with this struggle, however, (I'm sure you already know this), but if you o'ed late your beta could have been super early and the fact that it's really low may mean nothing. If it keeps doubling, then I hope the best thing ever will have happened to you this year!

I know it's so hard to be positive when you are just tired! I will hope that either you have a strong little one trying to take hold or you can get the negative so you can move on!! Please keep us posted!!