i think i remember you didnt bf your 1st but are your 2nd?
i didn't bf noel either. i pumped for 6 weeks, but just never was willing to work through the issues she had with bf-ing.
with #2, i said, okay ill do it for 2 weeks, then 4 weeks, then i said 3 mons, then 6, and by 8 i was close enough to a year.
you already did great for chase! just wanted to share my story with you since its similar to yours. good luck! those first two months are rough!