Let it all out. . .
::big hugs:: in advance.
* I haven't been posting much, I went back into "lurker mode" because I don't know if what I say makes a difference.
* I have been crying quite a bit for/about baby again. I think grief related depression is coming around again, and I don't know how to make myself happy again.
Pg #1: 4/02/02- 40w5d - Healthy baby girl adopted out
Pg #2: Missed m/c ~11w - d&c 10/27/08
Pg #3: Missed m/c ~7w - d&c 6/29/09
Pg #4: 12/03/10- 41w - Healthy babe boy
Pg #5: EDD 8/03/13
Buddies: Cowgirl and kelinandkevin