Make them good!!!!
I got AF today and I'm still trying to convince myself it's implantation spotting.
and
I'm pretty sure I've hit Rock Bottom with my weight. I'm ready to diet. I haven't gone to my RE in 2 months because I'm supposed to be losing weight. I'm too embarrassed to see him before I actually do this.

So far we've done:
Clomid Challenge/HSG/SA
1 Unmedicated IUI
2 Clomid IUIs
2 Femara IUIs
1 injectable IUI
-2nd Femara IUI resulted in a CP (Beta was 16)
-Another CP in May. (Beta 19 Prog 13)
-Ectopic Pg - (Beta 27, 67, 430, 850) - methotrexate shot & biopsy
-Forced 3 month Break
1/4/10 - Uterine septum removed by Hysteroscopy
1/18/10 - Told I have inflammation in uterus. 6 weeks of antibiotics.
2/27/10 - Another confirmed ectopic. 2 shots of methotrexate after an ER visit.
Currently doing acupuncture and trying to lose weight.
TTC since 3/07 -
Re: Post your confessions here!
I am so totally cheating on my diet - I have not worked out in almost a week and I plan on having some kind of yummy desert after dinner tonight.
I have been doing the least amount of work possible all week long at my job.
I want to have a baby before my friend because we have the exact same boy's name picked out (first and middle name). Now, it's a very common name and I certainly don't mind if we use the same name, but SHE has a real problem with it and thinks we're in a race. She says "who ever has a boy first gets the name." Well, little does she know that no matter what, our son will have this name because it is the name of DH's late cousin who was also his best friend and he wants to honor his memory by naming our son after him.
So, if we have a boy first, the name is "ours" (again, we don't care if the boy's have the same name), but if we have a boy after her, she's gonna be pissed that we're using the name anyway.
Oh well!
I've become obssesed with all things baby!
1. Yesterday I purchased "What to Expect When Expecting".. as if!
2. Fighting the temptation to create a baby registry, under an assumed name of course.
I need an intervention.
Ok, now you have me curious! What's the name??
I've been sick to my stomach since I found out my sister is pregnant with her 2nd yesterday. She will now have 2 under 2 and I still have none.
AND
I feel like I NEED to be pregnant this cycle. I feel like i'm sliding into a very dark place. I haven't felt like this in a long time and it's a terrible feeling. I feel that a little piece of my heart dies every month that we dont get our baby.
Sorry to be so depressing
Oh - it's quite common.... it's Thomas James - "TJ" for short. :-)
Cute!!
I have 2...
1. At my SHG yesterday, I secretly hoped they would find somethig wrong with my uterus so we'd have some exlanation as to why we're not getting pregnant. When he told me my uterus is "beautiful" I was actually disappointed. Still unexplanined and unpregnant. (yes, I can make up my own words...)
2. I just skipped a staff meeting at work to speak with my recuiter to prep for a big interview I have on Friday. Heehee.
I have two -- one is irrational and the other is totall TMI.
1. I am so upset at my husband for not proposing sooner. We dated for almost five years before he proposed, however he knew that he was going to for at least a year before he did. If he had just gotten with it we could have tried getting pregnant earlier and I wouldn't be racing to the 'dreaded 35'.
2. I went for a (Brazilian) bikini wax today b/c I'm going to be in Florida next week for a wedding. I started my suppositories yesterday not thinking. My technician (who I've been going to for years) was a little grossed out when she told me there was a lot of white stuff... I was so mortified that I gave her a 50% tip.
IVF #1-4=BFN IVF #5=BFP! U/S on 5/3 revealed TWINS!
I have two -- one is irrational and the other is totally TMI.
1. I am so upset at my husband for not proposing sooner. We dated for almost five years before he proposed, however he knew that he was going to for at least a year before he did. If he had just gotten with it we could have tried getting pregnant earlier and I wouldn't be racing to the 'dreaded 35'.
2. I went for a (Brazilian) bikini wax today b/c I'm going to be in Florida next week for a wedding. I started my suppositories yesterday not thinking. My technician (who I've been going to for years) was a little grossed out when she told me there was a lot of white stuff... I was so mortified that I gave her a 50% tip.
IVF #1-4=BFN IVF #5=BFP! U/S on 5/3 revealed TWINS!
OK #1 DITTO!! This was the first thing that crossed my mind when we started having trouble. I am turning 33 this summer and we dated a little over 5 yrs and then waited over 1 more to start trying! Who knows if that would have made a difference, but it's still in my head!
#2 The funniest thing I have ever heard! I wonder how much to groom down there during all these RE appts. Have a great trip to FL!!