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TTC after 35
indianasunshine
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Me 43, DH 49 Married November 3, 2007
TTC #1 since November 2007
First RE appointment May 13, HSG 5/17- tubes are clear, SA - very good, FSH 6.8,
rubella immunity, saline sonogram 7/2 - uterine polyps, hysteroscopy date FINALLY 9/4! Blood pressure and thyroid are under control! Come on BFP!!!!
My Blog
IUI#1 1/14 , AF=BFN 1/28, IUI #2 3/9, AF=BFN 3/20
Cycle 20 IVF #1 = BFP!!! Beta #1- 196 Beta #2- 784
Egg retrieval 5/1 - 11 eggs! Update 5/2 - 9 mature, 7 fertilized!
Embryo transfer 5/6 - transferred 2 beautiful blasts and have one snowbaby
Induction scheduled for 01/11/10 - 38 weeks, 1 day
April 3, 2012 FET with snowbaby (identical twins) BFN and a big broken heart
Moving on to DE
8/2012-Donor chosen! 9/2012-12/2012-Donor passed all testing, off BC pills, waiting to complete 2 full cycles. 12/16/2012-cannot move forward with donor, cycles not regulating. 12/17-New proven donor 1/11- started Lupron on our baby boy's 3rd birthday
Moving on to IVF
indianasunshine
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in TTC after 35
IUI #2 has officially failed. ?This is the biggest blow yet. ?I have been crying for over an hour and can't help but wonder what I ever did to deserve this. Of course, tomorrow is one of those work days when I will be expected to be really UP. ?This totally sucks. ?I am calling the RE for my IVF consult tomorrow to see how soon we can get this ball rolling. ?I don't know how much more we can take!
Thanks for listening. ?You all are such an amazing support.?
Me 43, DH 49 Married November 3, 2007
TTC #1 since November 2007
First RE appointment May 13, HSG 5/17- tubes are clear, SA - very good, FSH 6.8,
rubella immunity, saline sonogram 7/2 - uterine polyps, hysteroscopy date FINALLY 9/4! Blood pressure and thyroid are under control! Come on BFP!!!!
My Blog
IUI#1 1/14 , AF=BFN 1/28, IUI #2 3/9, AF=BFN 3/20
Cycle 20 IVF #1 = BFP!!! Beta #1- 196 Beta #2- 784
Egg retrieval 5/1 - 11 eggs! Update 5/2 - 9 mature, 7 fertilized!
Embryo transfer 5/6 - transferred 2 beautiful blasts and have one snowbaby
Induction scheduled for 01/11/10 - 38 weeks, 1 day
April 3, 2012 FET with snowbaby (identical twins) BFN and a big broken heart
Moving on to DE
8/2012-Donor chosen! 9/2012-12/2012-Donor passed all testing, off BC pills, waiting to complete 2 full cycles. 12/16/2012-cannot move forward with donor, cycles not regulating. 12/17-New proven donor 1/11- started Lupron on our baby boy's 3rd birthday Egg retrieval 2/27 - 27 eggs, 24 mature, 19 fertilized
Embryo transfer 3/4 - 2 beautiful, hatching blasts and nothing left to freeze. Beta #1 461 9dp5dt. Beta #2 1230 11dp5dt.
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Re: Moving on to IVF
I am so sorry...just know that we are all thinking of you and crying with you. Please let us know what happens and know that I'm wishing you all the very best.
Oh Indiana. I was gone for the night and came back for one peek and this took my breath away. ((((((hugs)))))).
I am so very sorry. You did nothing to deserve this, some things just happen. You tell that RE to come up with a plan stat or we'll all be over to kick him in the aas.
Take care of yourself, okay?
I am so so sad to read this. My heart is breaking for you. I'm not here all that often anymore since now we're not sure if we will be ttc again after the year wait from the gestational trophoblastic disease diagnosis and chemo But I do peek on from time to time to check on you.
There is absolutely nothing that you have done to deserve this.
I hope somehow you will have the grace you need to get through your day. Days like that can be so tough.
Anyway, I will be praying for you and can't wait to hear about your IVF plan.
Big hugs.
Mama to Lewis Elijah-11/18/05
and Evangeline Mae - 12/06/07
and two angels 3/17/07 at 5w and 12/16/08 - 11w partial molar pregnancy with bonus chemo
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Indy,
This totally sucks.
As others have said, you did NOTHING to deserve this. You've been doing everything right.
I'm sorry this didn't work, but hopeful that IVF will be the ticket for you and your DH.
You are not alone. We are all grieving with you today. And we will all be cheering you on when you start IVF.
Wishing you the best getting through work today. Then come home and cry as much as you need to. Spend the weekend taking very good care of yourself - spoil yourself!
So very sorry. That's just terrible. please be gentle with yourself for a few days.
And IVF will work for you - I just know it! You'll have a plan soon and be well on your way!
thinking of you...
I am so sorry, Indiana. I was so sad to read your post. You have done absolutely nothing to deserve this. It is really unfair. Hang in there and cry away! I really think IVF is going to work for you. Think about all of the people for whom it has worked. I would think that almost all of those people had an IUI(s) which didn't work first, but then IVF did work. Come on this board and vent and cry away as much as you need to. That is what we are here for.
<<<<HUGS>>>>
Crap !!! There, I feel better now.
Indiana, I am so sorry. Life is so hard sometimes.
My prayers are with you. Be strong and just keep going. We are all rooting for you!
What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us.
- Ralph Waldo Emerson, 1803-1882, American Poet and Essayist
I am so so very sorry. I know how crushed you must feel. But, you have a plan and are moving forward. That is what you must do.
My good friend had numerous failed IUIs and is now pregnant after her first IVF attempt, I am praying for the same for you.
There are so many people sending you love and prayers...you WILL have your baby. It may be a rough road...but I truly believe you will. You must too!
Mom to Skylar Kayla and Beck Dylan
There's nothing we can say to make it better, I'm sorry
Take some time to breathe and then you'll be ready for the next step. I wish you lots of luck with your upcoming IVF cycle.
oh no! I totally came on here today to search for you and see if you tested! I'm so sorry!! Did you test today or did AF show?? I am sooo nervous....I am waiting 2 more days to test since tomorrow will officially be 2 weeks since the IUI but I know that AF can show at any moment and I'm so scared.
I'm really really sorry that you are so sad....I feel the same way with the "What did I ever do to deserve this!?!" I just hope that your plans for IVF is your answer! I'm here if you need to talk!