I feel like such a dork!

RJMbim

Hi, I'm new here & this is a terrible 1st impression but I just need to vent!

I just crawled out of my office bathroom after crying my eyes out as quielty as I could for about 15 minutes. I have one blocked tube and the other is super tiny and my OBGYN has already said that the only way is IVF but we can't afford it right now...and while i can't say that we've been actively "trying" since that (I have stopped trying to time ovulation etc because I am just so arghhh) I was still kind of hoping ya know? & my period was actually late and well it's not late anymore it decided to show up today.

I should have expected it...but I was hoping & I now I just feel so...

JackiTiger

I'm sorry...about the TTC news and the breakdown at work.  A lot of us here have had the sobbing at working moment(s).  Have you gotten an opinion from an RE?  Hang in there....I hope the work day goes by quickly.

RJMbim

Been to the leading fertility specialist in the caribbean (I'm from & live in Barbados) and we've been trying for 2 years now- just can't afford the "solution" right now... I'm contemplating trying fate and trying fertility drugs in the interim- but right now I just feel like why bother ya know?

4 1/2 more hours until I can go home

HazelEyes730

Hi welcome to the board!  I know I've been there and so have a lot of us.

I would LOVE to be in Barbados right now!  ::sigh::  It just keeps snowing and snowing here.

RJMbim

Yeah its sunny here right now may go to the beach after work & destress- okay that was showing off just a little lol But I'd love to experience snow, never seen it, but I hate A/C so I'm doubting I'll like it.