Do you think it would be better if I started daycare maybe 1 week before I actually went back to work? Maybe just do half days everyday - or 3 days out of that week - just to get used to leaving him?
I have heard how hard it is to leave, so I thought this would be a good way to soften the blow? Or is it a bad idea?
Re: Going back to work question.
that actually sounds like a really good idea. i went back to work full force, which i was nervous about anyway. i cried several times that day.
the few hours at a time probably won't make a difference to your ds, but it will probably help you.
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I did this with Sarah. For about a week I would drop her off for a few hours a day. A little longer each day, so it wasn't SO bad when I went back to work.
I still cried though!
We didn't start daycare early, but here is what we did that REALLY helped my transition.
1) I worked from home the first two weeks (got me back into the swing of things so I didn't feel completely overwhelmed when I went back). I highly recommend this if you can do it.
2) My husband took vacation my first week back at the office. I knew my son was in the best care possible, and it got me used to being away from him for the entire day (hadn't been away from him more than a few hours at the gym prior to that), while knowing he was perfectly ok.
3) First week of daycare my husband went in early got out early and i went in late and got out a little later. That way our son was only in a childcare for like 5 hours a day.
It's hard at first, but honestly now I wouldn't have it any other way!
I started back midweek, so that the weekend was closer. That was helpful. My job was far away, though, so I was cut off. It was fine and probably easier.
In the beginning, I had my husband who works closer check in when I felt needy and report back. It was not frequent. After I developed an understanding about what DS's routine I was fine. We tried not interfere with the bonding between DS and his caregiver too much.
His infant caregiver was so good about helping us find a balance - she made us better parents by providing us wisdom and guidance. We quickly learned that she was better at baby management than we could ever hope to be. And, she was kind about it - she's seen and guided many a person through the adjustment.
She talked to my husband each morning for a few minutes about DS, and in the afternoon - she knew how to help us all build the necessary relationships. I remember that and was comforted by her support of our family.
WH still sends Lucas reports, but I haven't read them with the scrutiny of a new mom for a long time...