TTC After a Loss

~*~Confessions~*~

Re: ~*~Confessions~*~

  • -i am really nervous about tomorrow. i keep looking at the pee stick to see if the line is still there

    -i am having a really hard time with one of my students. she is very smart but radically immature. i don't know what to do anymore. 

    -my dh is helping me grade while i am on here....oh how i love the dh (two years ago today we started dating)

    -i love law and order....

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  • ++ I learned today that I am heavier than I have ever been.  Why am I not surprised?  I knew I was like 10 pounds heavier than this time last year, but today it was confirmed.  UUGG.

    ++ DH has an appointment to see a Urologist later this month.  He is nervous, because even though he already knows the results of his s/a (poor) he now needs to ensure there is nothing else wrong... I pray that all else checks out.  We don't need any other obstacles.  Having poor/few swimmers is bad enough!

     

     

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  • + I am so nervous/anxious/excited/scared that I won't be able to sleep tonight.
    + I am also wondering if it would be a bad idea to have a few glasses of wine to help me sleep!!!!
    + I am so sure this is going to work, that this is it and I will get my baby, that; if I don't, I am not sure what will I do with myself.

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  • + We have a really busy weekend, with lots of good stuff going on, but all I want to do is sew and read.

    + I'm afraid to shop for a new bathing suit for our mini-vacay in March. My butt, in a bathing suit? mmm...no. 

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  • * I went through a large bag of animal crackers in one week.

    * I have bought 3 scarfs since Christmas.

    * I'm suppose to bake cookies tonight for a fundraiser tomorrow and I just really don't want to.

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  • ~I am trying to eat welll but i am STARVING today and want to eat everything in sight...lol

    ~I am scared my temp is going to go down tomorrow

  • - I am SICK & TIRED of the effing crazy mom that's always up myass about something.  Take your crazy somewhere else.

    - I have some of the nastiest gas going on today

    - My dog (Steve) has some nasty gas too, so I am blaming my gas on him!

    - The maternity jeans I bought online almost fit already  :(

    - I am SO.VERY.TIRED but haven't been going to bed early enough this week.

    - I am making hot dogs for dinner.  And I love drinking Chardonnay when I have hot dogs.  I'm trashy and fancy all wrapped into one.

    Todd & Kristin, 3.10.07

    After 5.5 years of loss, heartbreak, and empty arms, our dreams were fulfilled through the beautiful, selfless gift of adoption. We are amazingly blessed!

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    - I am making hot dogs for dinner.  And I love drinking Chardonnay when I have hot dogs.  I'm trashy and fancy all wrapped into one.

    This made me LMAO!

  • It's tough being me, Cyndi.  But you probably already know that.  Wink
    Todd & Kristin, 3.10.07

    After 5.5 years of loss, heartbreak, and empty arms, our dreams were fulfilled through the beautiful, selfless gift of adoption. We are amazingly blessed!

    Blog About Us | Blog About RPL/IF/Adoption

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  • I am in a cubicle by a door where you need a badge to get in (security auto-lock).  It has been broken all day.  I posted a sigh that says "The door access is BROKEN.  Please use another door".  And STILL they wiggle, jiggle, and try to break the door open.   Then I get glares for not opening the door for them when someone lets them in as they are going out.  HELLO.....I am a mangers, not a bellman.  I don't need to get up every two seconds because you can't read a sign and walk 10 feet to another entrance.  Okay -- vent over.  (not sure if that counts as a confession or not -- but I really needed to get it off my chest).  Thanks!
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  • *I really really want this cycle to be the one and if its not I dont know what Im going to do.

    *Im having a jealous day over other pregnant ladies(you can see my post having a crappy week)

    *I think we all deserve nice BFP's after all we have been through

    BFP #1 06/15/08 Missed M/C 07/22/08
    BFP #2 11/08/08 Chemical Pregnancy 11/14/08
    BFP #3 01/17/10 Mark Jason born Sept 16 2010
    BFP #4 08/17/11 Chemical Pregnancy 08/23/11
    BFP #5 01/06/12 Blighted Ovum 2/2/12 M/C 2/11/12
    BFP #6 11/28/12 EDD 08/10/13 Saw/Heard Heartbeat 12/20!! Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker Pregnancy Ticker
  • It makes me really sad when people think they've been here a long time and there are ladies like myself who've been trying to get to SAL for going on 2 years, some even longer than me.  We must seem like ancient dirt.  :(
  • I know if Kekis and I ever met IRL we would be BFF's!  I have a lady crush on her :)

    One of my BM' lives in Dallas.  She is dating a guy and I really hope they get married.  I hope this said wedding takes place during football season, so I can my son to a Cowboys game, and I can meet Kekis!

    I'm drinking tonight.

    I love that Kekis has a dog named STEVE!  That is the coolest name ever for a dog!

     My confessions seem to be all about my lady crush on Kekis.  She has the best facebook updates :)

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    - My dog (Steve) has some nasty gas too, so I am blaming my gas on him!

    I love that you named your dog Steve. That's funny! It reminds me of the dog named Brian on Family Guy.

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