I really want a baby and I’m 23

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So for a good 7 to 8 months all I can think about is wanting to get pregnant and have a baby. I was with my ex for 7 years and he really wanted a baby at the start of the relationship but I was only 15 and I knew that was too young. When I turned 18 I thought about it again but realised I didn’t want a baby with him and I was scared to get pregnant as he wasn’t a very nice guy. It took me a long time to finally leave him and now I’m with someone else. I told him from the beginning I really wanted a baby and he said he does too. I was very confused at first because he used no protection and kept saying he wanted a baby as much as me and then all of a sudden seemed to change his mind and said he didn’t yet and then would still proceed to have unprotected sex with me and during tell me he wanted a baby. Now he seems to be on board as I said to him the unprotected sex will have to stop if he doesn’t as obviously there is a chance to me becoming pregnant. We sat down had a big talk and he said he was 100% on board it was just he was worried his mum would be upset with him. Now he’s living with me he doesn’t seem to care about her opinion. I’m not worried about what other people say but am I being selfish ? I don’t really know how to feel but I know I really want a baby. I want someone I can love unconditionally and look after. I’ve spent years looking after my family and my ex and now I’m at the point I would just to look after someone that is mine, someone I can protect and give a better life than I had. I haven’t got a great deal of money but I know I would make it work whatever. Please tell me if I am wrong for feeling this way :(