Scared I’m losing the pregnancy again

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I found out I was pregnant in February this year. Saw the heartbeat at 6 and 8 weeks. Went for my 12 week appt to find out I had a mmc. I had a d&c and learned there was a chromosomal abnormality. The specific abnormality is unlikely to happen again. 

Fast forward to last week I found out at 10dpo I am expecting again. I’m now 4w2d and am terrified I’m losing this one too. My lines aren’t progressing as they have with my first 3 pregnancies. I went for an hcg/progesterone draw today so all I can do is wait until I have the results from that and my repeat on Monday. I didn’t realize how absolutely paralyzing it would be trying again. 

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Any update?