Struggling (loss mentioned)

mevjen

Hello everyone,

My husband and I decided 2 years ago we were ready for kids. We got pregnant right away and had a chemical. We kept trying, and a year later we were referred to a fertility clinic. I have since had uterine polyps and endometriosis removed. I got a positive blood test last week and was told today hsg has dropped and resulted in another chemical. I am so devastated. It took 2 years just to conceive again and I thought removing the polyps would fix the implantation issue. There is no way I can afford ivf or iui, especially considering it is not guaranteed. I wish i knew what I was doing wrong. How does everyone find the drive to keep trying? Getting disappointed every month and when it finally happens you just get crushed from the miscarriage. I feel like I'm ready to just give up.

knottieb0032984468268ca

I don’t have any miracles to share. Just the same frustrations with my body and my finances. I just try to do the next indicated action. While holding back a lot of tears and letting a lot out too. We can do this or anything we set our mind to. Although I didn’t expect how hard it would be. But meditation although hard has been a lifesaver. I wish you all the luck in the world. You’re in my thoughts and prayers. Xo. G

allmyhart

You're not doing anything wrong - getting pregnant can be very difficult for so many people!  You should definitely be in a better place if you've had endometriosis treated and polyps removed. Has the fertility clinic made any recommendations or priced anything out for you? I know IVF can be very expensive, but trying new meds and knowing the doctors are there every step of the way definitely makes you feel more empowered when TTC.