I’m almost 10 weeks and was fine until about week 6. Since then I’ve been miserable. I’m in school and working two jobs and already felt like my plate was more than full. I was eating well, exercising, staying on top of my classes, and felt like I was finally hitting my stride- and then I found out I was pregnant. It wasn’t planned and it’s been a rollercoaster. I’ve been exhausted and have no motivation to study, clean, exercise, or really do anything other than lay down. The nausea has kept me from eating anything healthy, and I know that has probably been contributing to how I feel but it seems out of my control. The girls in my class are a lot younger and having never been here, i don’t feel like they could understand. I mostly work with men so proper support isn’t very available there, and the girls I work with are sympathetic enough, but didn’t experience the same symptoms that I’ve been having. I resent my fiancé for being able to drink and smoke and carry on with his life as though nothing has changed. And I feel guilty for resenting him, and for not being overjoyed. I’m miserable and it makes me feel like a failure. In the beginning I was excited and feeling like I could pull it off. Since then it’s been a steady decline and I’ve not ever felt so alone.