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Hey guys so I’ve been stressing today. My first child, his father was narcissistic and abusive so I left him. My son is 3. I Got back with my ex who has previous children and found out I’m pregnant 3 months in (we known each other for 8 years). Anywho I’m just nervous about this situation because me and his childrens mother aren’t in good terms at all. It was very drama filled for a few years, that’s why I left the situation. (I didn’t have a kid back then). Still loved him though, we always kept in touch through the years. So I’m just feeling overwhelmed about this because 1, we live in 2 different states. We both drive and have cars and it’s 2 hours away but I’m nervous about having another bad pregnancy. My child’s father wasn’t around for the first 5 months and then he came around and acted like he owned us. So my first pregnancy was very lonely, emotional & just traumatizing. I’m just nervous that because we live in 2 different states and the mother of his kids situation, that I may be neglected in this pregnancy again. Even tho he’s nothing like my sons father I just feel nervous, overwhelmed and scared honestly. Any advice on how to navigate these feelings or how to go about it