TTCAL w/o Aug 7

maggiemadeit

**This is a general trigger warning that CP, miscarriage / spontaneous abortion, selective abortion due to medical complications, and/or stillbirth may be mentioned.**

Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc.

Status:

How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with and/or what is going well?

Any testing coming up/any recent results?

Questions?

GTKY: What’s your “last meal” meal?

maggiemadeit

August is a month full of shitty loss milestones for me. This is the month that we had our first loss in 2021, and also the due date of our second loss in 2022. I carried that pregnancy for 12 weeks and my heart still hurts. I can't believe that baby would have been 1 now and I'm still here trying. My hopeful heart still wants that child, but my rational mind knows it's time to start letting it go.

All this just to say that loss is hard, and even when time has passed, and you think you've worked through it, and gone to therapy, and are in a way better place, loss is still really fucking hard. 

charmedlifex3

Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc.
four recent losses, T15 pregnancy this last one and two suspected eptopic

Status: WFAF after my last loss… 

How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with and/or what is going well? I met with a new RE and am excited about moving forward to hopefully getting a take home baby! 

Any testing coming up/any recent results? So much testing coming up. Just… waiting on CD1…

Questions?

GTKY: What’s your “last meal” meal?  Like if I knew it was my last meal ever? Probably a bunch of sushi. I try to be cautious with it normally and either eat cooked or smoked versions but you know… if it’s my last meal… screw it. 😂🫣

@maggiemadeit October is like that for us. Plus it’s pregnancy loss remembrance month and I’m kind of like “I’m not ready to talk about this yet.” And trying to stick my head in the sand.