I went in for my level 2 ultrasound yesterday. I was so excited to see my baby since 10 weeks. He's 21 now. Started off good. Placenta is in the front, that's why it's been an hard to feel him. He's head down. Big ole lips and cute legs stretching. Then they get to the brain and heart. He has moderate ventriculomegaly. 13 MM. They couldn't locate something in his brain either. I should of written it down. Then his heart, they couldn't see the two vessels in the back and may have a small hole. The doctor talked down from 1- may go down on its own as he gets older to 5- may need an abortion if it's not a quality of life. I have to drive 4 hours to get an MRI to confirm. I had genetic testing, all low risk but he said there is a chance this could be genetic. I'm so heart broken and don't know what to think. I have a baby shower coming up, people bugging for me names and to think I might lose him is killing me. We tried for 5 years and finally got blessed. I can't focus on work and I just wanna lay in bed and cry all day.