TTCAL w/o Apr 24

maggiemadeit

**This is a general trigger warning that CP, miscarriage / spontaneous abortion, selective abortion due to medical complications, and/or stillbirth may be mentioned.**

Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc.

Status:

How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with and/or what is going well?

Any testing coming up/any recent results?

Questions?

GTKY: When was your last vacation? What did you do? 

virginiaham

Status:  WTO/pretty sure today is O day

How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with and/or what is going well?

So grateful for the encouragement last week.  I am setting up a meeting with our pastor and his wife to talk through processing some things about our loss in 2019 that have come screaming back.  I’m definitely open to proceeding with a formal counselor but with some of my specific questions and some of the experiences they’ve shared I’m just eager and relieved to start with them.

Any testing coming up/any recent results?

Just TWW POAS in a couple weeks 🫣

Questions? None.

GTKY: When was your last vacation? What did you do?  Gatlinburg…I left unimpressed and disenchanted but loved who we were with.

maggiemadeit

@virginiaham I’m glad you found someone to talk to. 

maggiemadeit

I had one of those hard due date days on Friday. I thought that the year since the due date and all the time and effort I have put into healing and therapy would make it easier, but it was still hard. I’ve been so sad all weekend. I still think about the baby who would be celebrating a first birthday and my heart hurts for all we’ve lost in the last 2 years. I finished my yoga class this morning and just started sobbing but it felt good to let it out. 

charmedlifex3

Diagnosis- RPL, ama, blocked left tube, Anticoagulant antibodies 

Status: WTO- should be next Friday to Monday 🤞

How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with and/or what is going well? CD 1 this week! I was able to start back on femara, so fingers crossed for this cycle! We also bought a house this week, so things have been frantic. 

Any testing coming up/any recent results?  Bloodwork came back completely normal for both DH and I. 

Questions?

GTKY: When was your last vacation? What did you do?  A year ago we went to visit my husband’s family in Montana. We didn’t know it would be the only time his mom would meet our daughter, the last time we’d see her. Hold your family close. 

charmedlifex3

@maggiemadeit grief is absolutely non linear. Sending love your way. 

@virginiaham I’m glad you found support.