I feel so bad during pregnancy and I hate to sound ungrateful😒

renaesfirstbirth

I am 10 weeks and 2 days today and I feel miserable. The fact that I cannot stop salivating or stop the acid reflux that make me feel like throwing up. I just hate being pregnant. I had Hyperemesis garvidarium and still suffer a bit with this along with all the other symptoms. I cried today cause I am in such pain. I thought by now it would have eased up. I wake up miserable and go to bed miserable. I do not know if I will be able to make it all the way. Not to mention I am a nervous wreck because I am pregnant with twins. I would give anything to have a drink of water or to feel normal. I just need more so some encouragement. I dont think my family understand my pain

tiffyb11

I resonate so much. I hate being pregnant… and that doesn’t make us ungrateful. We are in pain, struggling, this shit is so hard. 

I would give anything to feel normal again, as well. 

A friend of mine said to remember that this is truly only temporary. 

Let yourself rest as much as possible. Cry it out often. 

In regards to being sick I get comments like, “well it’s just your body doing it’s thing and growing a baby…”
Yeah, I get it. And I want it to be over so badly. 

I guess i just gotta remember that our bodies are doing the hardest thing they’ll ever have to do, the creation of life. Gotta cut ourselves some slack. It’s ok to hate it. Doesn’t make us bad humans/ moms. 

Idk if you pray at all but leaning into God for strength gives me a little bit of hope. 

Wishing you the best and sending all the love. 

renaesfirstbirth

Yes Prayer has been truly a blessing and keeping me! Thanks for your words!!❤️❤️❤️