Views of life post pregnancy and birth

thoseboysmama

When I had my first, my views on life were changed. I'm just wondering if anyone else has had this with their pregnancies and/or births. 

How strong those little kicks are and how much stronger they get. How formed these little babies are. It changed how I view life and how I view the creator, whomever that may be. 

I'm not starting this as a pro choice or pro life thing. I'm starting it as a how miraculous this life inside of you is and just seeing if anyone has a great way of wording what your pregnancy and/or birthing experience has been and how it have shaped you and how you think now. Because this is my 6th pregnancy and I still don't word it well. 🙃 

I always felt there was a creator or something to have made this beautiful and awful world. The way the pendulum swings. After pregnancy and seeing how my body adapted to it. How my body took over in my labors. How this little perfect human, that had all of these parts functioning on their own and knew to feed and knew to connect, could have been just kicking it in my belly before. It'd truly a minf fuck in soo many ways. Meeting this little stranger who isn't a stranger at all is a pretty fascinating experience. 

What have your experiences been, those emotional moments and epiphanies of this life after becoming a mother or pregnant? This time in life is a hectic one and I feel wording these moments and feeling them and intentionally understanding them is so important. I am curious what everyone's thoughts and mindsets have been. Not one mindset or thought is wrong. We are all on similar but different journies.