Defeated single Mom ex was abusive

LettB

I decided to walk away from my very toxic, very abusive relationship. I tried seeing the best in this man but I couldn’t do it any longer. He was verbally, mentally and physically abusive. Beyond controlling & I already suffer from high blood pressure. So my health is very delicate. I Can not be stressed and having him in my life was stressful enough. With that being said I am emotionally drained I can not stop crying I feel defeated. I have a 10yo son n with his pregnancy I had his father by my side I’m just scared of everything going on and what comes next. My current ex lives in a different state so he really won’t be involved. Which just makes it hard for me.

goobss

I'm sorry you had to experience all of that. My abusive ex kicked us out when our son was only a month old. And I've been a single parent ever since. He's been in and out of our son's life. And trying to heal from the trauma is extremely difficult. But I'm holding out hope that one day I'll be recovered. I hope the same for you too. And I recommend seeking therapy for yourself and your son. It's difficult but rewarding.