Anxiety

kukuinut

Hello everyone

I’m fairly new to this forum, just downloaded the app this week. I found out I was pregnant on Tuesday after TTC for last 2 years. I had Covid two months ago which made my August cycle almost two weeks late. I thought the same was happening for September cycle but I took a test anyway because AF typically comes the same day I always test. Well to our surprise, that dang stick was positive within 30 seconds! I took 4 more tests to be sure lmao

Long story short, I’m really just venting here. My husband doesn’t want to tell anyone until after 12 weeks and we hear a heartbeat on first ultrasound (Oct 18). Since no one knows I have no one to freak out with. Im so happy we are finally pregnant but now I’m so anxious about any little tinge tweak cramp or “wet” sensation in the punani region. I always run right to the bathroom to wipe to check if I’m bleeding. The idea of a MC after trying for so long for one second is making me slightly crazy

Anyway that was it. I know those are normal, but doesn’t make me freak out any less.