TW. I hope to be back soon…

mamabeara_tarax4

I’ve been putting this off since last Thursday. I went in for my official first 8 week appt (I had previously posted about having a 6wk US as I had a bleeding scare after sex and all was well). I did not expect to hear that there was no heartbeat. I also had another ultrasound yesterday to confirm miscarriage. I prayed for a miracle, it’s been so hard to accept. I was in an abusive marriage for 10 years and have 3 amazing children from that marriage. I’ve now been with my SO for almost 3 years who raises our kids and I hadn’t been able to get pregnant until now and it was just, a miracle and a blessing. So I’m especially heartbroken. Sometimes I’m fine but I’ve cried every day. This loss of life is so hard and I’m so sad. I’ve never been healthier in my life and I think because I’m not bleeding it’s even harder to accept. We’re going to try again in a couple months. Wishing you all the best and for safe and healthy pregnancies xo 

EmilyE13

I’m so, so sorry @mamabeara_tarax4

Loss is so hard. Take the time you need and be gentle with yourself. 

holly0810

So very sorry to read your update. Sending you lots of love and strength 

hotmessexpress89

So sorry for your loss. 

merostomata

@mamabeara_tarax4 I’m so sorry for your loss 😔. This is so hard. Wishing you and your family comfort and the best of luck when you are ready to try again.