TTCAL w/o 12/6

abjm0325

**This is a general trigger warning that CP, miscarriage / spontaneous abortion, selective abortion due to medical complications, and/or stillbirth may be mentioned.**

Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc.

Status: 

How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with and/or what is going well? 

Any testing coming up/any recent results?

Questions? 

GTKY: What is your favorite Christmas/holiday movie?

abjm0325

Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc. MC in Aug. 2021 @ 8 weeks

Status: TWW

How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with and/or what is going well? Waiting is hard. Seeing months tick by is hard. Being scared that if I get pregnant again that I'll just lose the baby is hard. Just feeling like I'm in the rain cloud portion of a (hopeful someday) rainbow for right now. 

Any testing coming up/any recent results? Planning to test on Wednesday. Zero symptoms of anything right now, so just chilling. 

Questions? Not today

GTKY: What is your favorite Christmas/holiday movie? I actually really like the new version of the Grinch on Netflix. In general, usually have to watch Elf and Die Hard. Two classics, haha.

*Edit for spacing (which I apparently can't fix on mobile). Oops! 

annanbby

Introduce yourself and anything you think is important: number of loss(es), when you had the loss(es), diagnosis/conditions surrounding loss, etc. MMC in April 2019, lost our 3 month old daughter in June 2021 due to genetic differences that caused severe health issues

Status: WTO

How are things going? What is something that you are struggling with and/or what is going well? I had hoped to be pregnant over the holidays, I had hoped to share the news at Christmas, I had hoped to be really pregnant for a wedding I'm going to next year...I feel like I had plans in my head, but of course, things don't always work out the way we like. Also didn't anticipate that we would struggle to conceive, since both pregnancies before were surprises for us when we weren't even trying. 
And, of course, forever and ever missing my sweet daughter.

Any testing coming up/any recent results? None

Questions? Nope

GTKY: What is your favorite Christmas/holiday movie? Oh man, so many. Probably The Family Man. I love that one.

@abjm0325 I feel that fear too, of losing the baby if I do get pregnant again. And the months ticking by, yes, very much. On a different note, I have never seen Die Hard. lol I feel like the only one.

abjm0325

@annanbby I totally get the missed expectations. I just assumed I would be pregnant well ahead of my loss due date, but it is looking like a real possibility now that I won't be. On a lighter note, my DH (only partly kidding) will always declare Die Hard as the ultimate Christmas movie. It is a fun throwback to some 80s action movie fun if you're into that.