General feeling of blah today. Normally a longer drive with my audio book mellows me but today nothing helped with the hormones. I literally was crying in the office.
So happy to be home but all I want to do is go to sleep but I need to do some reading for school. I'm ready for the relief the 2nd trimester promises.
I gave my notice today and it feels so good! of course it's happening while our company's email, phone, and records/scheduling systems are down at the office, so until it gets fixed (or my last day comes) I'll be working remotely (since I guess the systems issues are associated with our offices and they all work just fine from home). My last day will be 9/3 and I have a LOT to do to launch a private practice between now and then
I started telling the ladies at work today about my pregnancy since I had an Ob visit during lunch. Heartbeat was hovering around 170, so I figured I could tell others. I’m struggling to share my good news, like I’m jinxing myself. It’s like I almost prefer to keep the secret to myself. Anyone else?
My Oct ‘13 bump group is 2 FB groups now and I haven’t said anything. I’m currently 11w4d, but I just don’t have it in me too share yet.
@alylove11 Ive slowly been letting people know but still very apprehensive. I worry something will go wrong and then Ill have to tell all those people it didnt work out. Im so so excited but still dont want to let the world know.
After feeling too sick to do anything for like.... my entire pregnancy so far I finally got back on my Peloton for a quick ten minute ride yesterday to ease back into it. I haven't really noticed a bump so far but I definitely felt it getting in the way when I was riding! I also got a 2 week trial to Mommastrong (has anyone used that before?) because I love strength training but am very paranoid about doing the "wrong" things while pregnant and basically just need somebody to tell me what to do. It's all bodyweight which isn't usually my jam so we'll see!
I feel the same. Due to many times of telling ppl then suffering loses we decided not to tell anyone. Well then I thought was ready to tell at 12wks but found myself feeling anxious so for my sanity I have decided to put it off until after our 20wk scan in September. I feel so at ease now but absolutely want to scream it out at times. Everyone will just have to understand it was best for baby and I that DH and I waited to tell. I have faith that everything will be fine as it has been so far so that’s not the problem but I found myself being anxious about how to tell, what order, and trying to make it perfect for them.
We have told our kids. But like no one else. No family. I’m waiting until I know if the placenta is working. I’ll have a better idea at my scan on 9/3. So fx for that… I’ll be 16+5.
I also am having a hard time telling people. I WFH now, so I really don’t see that many people. After losses, it’s just hard. My friend (who knows) made the comment the other day that I don’t talk about it unless she asks. I felt bad, but I never feel at all comfortable until 28-ish weeks.
Also, I don’t know why, but I can’t keep what day it is straight in my head. No clue why because I’ve literally worked every day this week, so it’s not like I skipped a day. I also passed my early glucose test this morning, so that was exciting.
we put a reservation on new house lot yesterday. It’s interesting since we literally have no stake in it yet. They let us put a reservation down with no risk. So we’re going to look at a few more places too still 🤷🏻♀️
This baby has decided to skip the whole cute “fluttery” stage and go straight to punching an escape hole through the uterus 😂. Literally went from 0 to 100 in one day.
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Re: Weekday Randoms 8.9.21
So happy to be home but all I want to do is go to sleep but I need to do some reading for school. I'm ready for the relief the 2nd trimester promises.
I gave my notice today and it feels so good! of course it's happening while our company's email, phone, and records/scheduling systems are down at the office, so until it gets fixed (or my last day comes) I'll be working remotely (since I guess the systems issues are associated with our offices and they all work just fine from home). My last day will be 9/3 and I have a LOT to do to launch a private practice between now and then
DX: Endometriosis - Stage 4, DOR, RPL
03.2016 - Natural BFP - MC 5w4d
04.2016 - Natural BFP - Chemical
10.2016 - IUI w/ Injections #1 = IUI Cancelled (cyst/no mature follicle)
11.2016 - IUI w/ Injections #2 = BFP, EDD 08.2017 - It's a BOY!
TTC #2 06.2019
08.2019 - IUI w/ Injections #1 = Chemical
09.2019 - IUI w/ Injections #2 = BFN
10.2019 - IUI w/ Injections #3 = BFN
01.2020 - IUI w/ Injections #4 = BFN
08.2020 - Natural BFP - MC 9w5d
11.2020 - IVF Retrieval - 3AB & 4BB
05.2021 - FET #1 = BFP, EDD 02.2022 - It's a BOY!