Introduction (Loss?)

ce_dk

Hi everyone.
I don't really know how to start introducing myself in a moment like this.
I'm 30 y/o, single and trying to have a baby since July 2019.
I've had 6 failed IUI and in January I had my first 3 day embryo transfer.

The wait for the beta test was a torture and it came back really low (only 9) and tomorrow I have another blood test to determine if the pregnancy is viable o if it's going backwards.

I feel like this is worst that a negative because it feels like it was in my hands and it's being taken away.
I've been bleeding for 4 days. Lighter than my period but it won't stop.

I'm really scared and I can't talk to anyone.

Sorry for the long introduction. I hope that finding some people going through the same thing will help.

claireloSC

Hi @ce_dk Welcome to the board. I'm sorry to hear about the low beta. You may want to join the Feb FET/IVF thread for more support from others at the same place in the process as you. It's very hard to go through so much disappointment, and we've all been there. How was your second beta?