To have a 2nd child or not?!

dferl

I am 80% sure I want to have a 2nd and always have, but I am so scared about it all! I had some post-partum anxiety/depression and it is a million times better now that my little girl is almost a year and a half and I am just so happy and content right now. So even though I maybe want a second, is it a gamble I should take again and potentially losing how content and happy I am right now?! My husband 500% wants another and I always have, but I'm scared! Curious for advice from people who may have felt the same way and then did have another... 
Thanks xo

dferl

It's like the thought of starting all over again is frightening... What if this was is a baby that isn't half as "good" as my 1st and I get even less sleep or have problems breastfeeding or feel so overwhelmed staying home alone with 2 kids by myself during the week?! (I am stay at home mama 5 days a week). Anyways, classic overthinker here, thought it might help to ask for advice/vent haha