I honestly don't know what I am feeling, I'm kinda stuck. Have any of you felt like this? RET was done 2 days ago, nothing fertilized ( We used DH frozen sperm) some eggs were frozen, DH is working overseas so I am here by myself. I'm still in pain from the RET and it's a little hard for me to make it to the bathroom without going a little leakage. One minute I'm worried about OHSS, from a high E2 Level and next, I have to stop all meds because I won't be moving forward in the process. I have to go to work tonight, I'll only work for 4 hours but I'll be standing on my feet. I'm grateful for my mother as she brought me home from the RET, but she just does not understand the whole process. So talking to her or my friends is not going to work. I just feel drained and want to lay on the sofa. I have not even taken a shower. (I'll take one before I go to work tonight). I'm a very busy person, and my productivity level had been at 5% these past 2 days. My body is tired, but I know we will be trying again in 2 to 3 months when DH comes home. I'm trying not to become consumed with things but I feel like I am going to, just to make sure we are successful the next time. Have you ever felt like this? I just don't know what to do or how to feel. Some moments during the day, I dont feel anything. Im trying to process but, then I dont Its like Im stuck. I want this moment in time to pass along, but its standing still. Do I make sense?