Hi everyone, I recently just had a mc at 10wks. I have 3 children and this was going to be our fourth and last baby to complete our family. I’m feeling very lost right now, my moods/emotions are all over the place, this is an unbearable pain that I just don’t know how to heal from. DH and I still want to TTC after this loss although there is a feeling of guilt for wanting that, I keep telling myself I’m not trying to replace our sweet angel but I so desperately want our rainbow baby..I found myself on this board seeking some support from others who have had similar experiences. Thank you to all who are reading this, I’m sorry we are all here!
So sorry for your loss. I have definitely felt those conflicting emotions with considering TTC again. I think (and hope, since I’m in the same boat lol) with time you learn how to balance those feelings better. Hope your stay here is short!
TTC history in spoiler
Me: 31 Him: 37 Married: Oct 2015 Baby G born June 2017 TTC#2: July 2018 BFP #2: 2/6/19 MC 3/14/19 BFP#3 from IUI #2: 6/30/20 EDD 3/9/21
Welcome, I’m so sorry for your loss! Hopefully you’re not here long but there are wonderfully supportive ladies here that know just what you’re going through!
Re: Intro
Married: Oct 2015
Baby G born June 2017
TTC#2: July 2018
BFP #2: 2/6/19 MC 3/14/19
BFP#3 from IUI #2: 6/30/20 EDD 3/9/21