Current mood?
If you haven't already/want to again, please share your loss history, if comfortable.
Any upcoming appointments, milestones, loss anniversaries, EDDs?
Rants/Raves/Dear Diary?
GTKY: Despite my protest, the bugs are coming out with Spring. What's your worst bug related story?
Re: PGAL 4-18-19
Current mood? See-sawing between extreme anxiety and cautious optimism.
If you haven't already/want to again, please share your loss history, if comfortable. not today
Any upcoming appointments, milestones, loss anniversaries, EDDs? My loss milestone is still three weeks away, and this is when things started to go awry last time. So I'm just living on pins and needles. My next appt is 4/23 and I have been counting down.
Rants/Raves/Dear Diary? I just want to like food again. Still so nauseous.
GTKY: Despite my protest, the bugs are coming out with Spring. What's your worst bug related story? The time I woke up and a flying cockroach was on my pillow!
Current mood? It fluctuates. No real relief will come for a few more months, but that’s just how it goes with me
If you haven't already/want to again, please share your loss history, if comfortable.
Any upcoming appointments, milestones, loss anniversaries, EDDs? Had 16w check up today; A/S in two weeks
Rants/Raves/Dear Diary? Someone cooperated for the doppler today, finally. She’s just like certain other fetuses (feti?) I know with hating the probes 🤦🏼♀️
GTKY: Despite my protest, the bugs are coming out with Spring. What's your worst bug related story?
My step father’s sister’s house was so gross that there were cockroaches living inside the oven and stove glass cover. They were everywhere. I still want to throw up just thinking about it
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BFP #2 5/4/14, EDD 1/15/15, DS1 1/19/15
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Current mood? Good. Ask me in 10 minutes and it will change
If you haven't already/want to again, please share your loss history, if comfortable. CP in September ‘17 and Ectopic in January ‘18
Any upcoming appointments, milestones, loss anniversaries, EDDs? Had our 16 week appointment this morning. Everything looks good. Just realized last night that our EDD from our first loss is coming up at the end of May. I feel guilty that I “forgot” temporarily.
Rants/Raves/Dear Diary?
My company pushes updates to our computers frequently. This week they pushed an Excel update that won’t allow me to open a very important spreadsheet.... I’ve been on the phone with the help desk for 45 minutes trying to get it fixed. 🤬
Rave, tomorrow is my 35th Birthday! 🎉
GTKY: Despite my protest, the bugs are coming out with Spring. What's your worst bug related story?
I have a “severe localized reaction” to fire ant bites. Which mean if I get bit (it’s usually on my foot) the entire area swells up A LOT and I’m in pain for at least 2 weeks. They don’t have fire ants in Colorado (where I grew up) so this came as a huge (literally) surprise the first time I got bit while living in Texas. 😢
@cmbt2 Ugh, that's awful. Those cockroaches are nasty...
@emily1052 I'm sure the first time was scary! And it's so hard to avoid them when your in sandles all summer! Happy birthday!!
How far along are you/EDD? 13+1 10/23
Current mood? Pretty good
If you haven't already/want to again, please share your loss history, if comfortable.
Any upcoming appointments, milestones, loss anniversaries, EDDs? Milestones all passed. Just EDDs (May and June) to come.
Rants/Raves/Dear Diary? Going FB offical this weekend. I'm excited and terrified....
GTKY: Despite my protest, the bugs are coming out with Spring. What's your worst bug related story?
I hate spiders. Esp jumping ones. I have no idea why they get me more then others. So, one day in HS, 1 jumped onto my lunch table. I started hyperventilating and nearly passed out. Thank goodness a friend realized what was happening and pulled me away through my stupor.
Current mood? Ok. I’m about at the end of my progesterone suppositories and my RE said take through week 13, so I’m passed that, but can’t help feel nervous that stopping could lead to a bad outcome. PGAL brain just makes me so paranoid.
If you haven't already/want to again, please share your loss history, if comfortable. In siggy
Any upcoming appointments, milestones, loss anniversaries, EDDs? 16 week appointment is Fri next week.
Rants/Raves/Dear Diary? I think I’ve started to feel some flutters in bed at night/morning. I told my peer team at work today and am telling my employees tomorrow. A bit nervous about being out, but can’t put it off much longer.
GTKY: Despite my protest, the bugs are coming out with Spring. What's your worst bug related story?
We got these box elder bugs at the apartment I had in college and there wasn’t anything you could really do to keep them out or away so my roommate and I would have to regularly go around with tissues and squish them. They were harmless and easy to kill so it wasn’t too bad.
Me 39 - DH 41
Married 8/26/07
TTGP #1 Jan '15 -
BFP 9/11/15 - DS born 5/31/16
TTGP #2 July '17 -
CP July '17
Blighted Ovum MC Dec '17
CP June '18
BFP 1/30/19 - EDD 10/13/19
@emily1052 happy birthday!
@cmbt2 did you buy a home doppler? I'm considering but I'm already crazy enough w/ PGAL brain that I think it might be just one more thing to obsess over if I can't find the heartbeat.
@mrsinterweb but also think of how awesome it'll be to stop those suppositories... no more goop. once i stopped I never looked back!
Me 39 - DH 41
Married 8/26/07
TTGP #1 Jan '15 -
BFP 9/11/15 - DS born 5/31/16
TTGP #2 July '17 -
CP July '17
Blighted Ovum MC Dec '17
CP June '18
BFP 1/30/19 - EDD 10/13/19
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BFP #2 5/4/14, EDD 1/15/15, DS1 1/19/15
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Current mood? No complaints.
Any upcoming appointments, milestones, loss anniversaries, EDDs? Finally had my OB appointment yesterday. It’s always nice to hear the heartbeat. My next appointment is my 20 week anatomy scan!!! Can’t believe I’ll be half way in 4 weeks!!
Rants/Raves/Dear Diary? My dearest friend is 27 weeks and is hospitalized for 7 weeks. I won’t get into details, but I hope her and the little jelly bean make it. She’s a strong lady. I just pray everything will be okay.
GTKY: Despite my protest, the bugs are coming out with Spring. What's your worst bug related story? When I was a little girl, I got a brand new Barbie. We were driving home and all of a sudden, I noticed a spider on her. Then another, and another... I started to freak out and I looked down, the spiders were climbing up my leg!! I decided to stick her out the car window (hoping the wind would catch the spiders and blow them off) instead, it knocked the Barbie right out of my hands and into the road. My mom wouldn’t stop, or pull over to get it.
Thank you. She’s in my home town state “Ohio”
I moved to Texas 3 years ago, so it’s really hard for me, not being able to be there for her.
HX
DSD: 17
DS: 4(Nov'14)
MMC:8/17
MMC: 1/18
BFP: 2/7/19 EDD:10/16/19
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