Thought I would get the ball rolling here so its available as people start wandering in.
I had two mmc 6 months to the day apart in 2015 before having my son in 2017. I am feeling oddly hopeful about this bean. I am trying to be kind and let myself feel whatever I feel, but I am also trying to choose joy in this lonnnnnng waiting period before I can get an ultrasound. From my experience, after the pain is not as raw, it has been nice to have even a few happy memories of those other 2 pregnancies even though my heart was crushed when they ended. I know that being anxious now isn't going to make me any less hurt if things don't end happy this time, so I might as well enjoy what I can while I can. But I am still peeing on all the things in the meantime.
BFP1 12/24/14 - EDD 09/07/15 (D/C 8w1d)
BFP2 6/12/15 - EDD 2/22/16 (D/C 10w3d)
Diagnoses and Treatments
PCOS (myo-inositol, excercize)
Indeterminant levels of APS IgM antibodies (baby aspirin)
Sub-septate uterus (hysteroscopic septoplasty 12/18/15)
BFP3 05/02/16 EDD 01/09/17 DS born 01/05/17
BFP4 01/28/19 EDD 10/?/19 🤞🙏