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June 2019 Moms
shamrocandroll
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TW - I'm Out
shamrocandroll
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I can't believe that I'm having to write this. I had my appointment today (9+6) and I told my OB I was feeling really anxious about not feeling pregnant at all, so she wheeled in the portable u/s to give me some peace of mind. She couldn't really find much on there and was having trouble focusing, then started asking if I was sure about my LMP, etc. She went and got another u/s machine and a vaginal probe, and they still couldn't find anything that looked like a 10w fetus. They told me they suspected a MMC. They were able to get me into ultrasound right away and my worst fears were confirmed. A ~7w baby with no heartbeat. I was by myself, and devastated doesn't even come close to describing how I feel right now. I'll be snuggling my DS extra close this weekend. I'm so sad to be leaving June '19 because this was such a great, supportive, and low drama group. Thank you all for being so wonderful. I'll miss it here, and I wish you all the very best. ❤️
Me: 35 | H: 40
Married Sept. 2013
DS1: Nov 11, 2016
MMC: 11/16/18 (9w6d)
CP: 2/3/19 (5w3d)
BFP! 8/24/19
DS2: May 10, 2020
Married Sept. 2013
DS1: Nov 11, 2016
MMC: 11/16/18 (9w6d)
CP: 2/3/19 (5w3d)
BFP! 8/24/19
DS2: May 10, 2020
Re: TW - I'm Out
William Alexander born 18 September, 2015
Harper Grace born 9 June, 2017
Colton Miles born 9 June, 2017
Bowen James due 19 June, 2019
I am so incredibly sorry, my friend. I’m sending you so much strength right now. You are so loved.
Married 8/16/13
BFP#1 DS 11/13/16
BFP# 2 MMC dx @ 13w 10/30/18
BFP# 3 Preemie DD born at 38w (IUGR) on 8/28/19 weighing 5.5lbs. Our little miracle
DD: Aug '16
10/2017: Twins confirmed with TTTS at 22 weeks.
10/10/17 Twin B passed after in utero surgery
11/2/17 Twin A & B born
11/26/17: Twin A passed after 24 days fighting in the NICU
Benched 6 months
BFP: 6/28/18 MC:7/16/18 BO
BFP: 10/2/18 EDD 6/15/18
@zuuls_mom I hope you and I get to see each other around here again real soon as PGAL graduates. Thank you for all of your support on this crazy journey. ❤️
Married Sept. 2013
DS1: Nov 11, 2016
MMC: 11/16/18 (9w6d)
CP: 2/3/19 (5w3d)
BFP! 8/24/19
DS2: May 10, 2020
Oh @shamrocandroll I am so so sorry. I fully know what you mean about snuggling DS closer. I have been doing the same (and giving in way to him waaaayyyy too often). But my heart is broken that you have to walk this road with me (and many others). Please feel free to reach out to me. I'm a PM away. I'm here for venting or anything else you may want. So much love for you and your family ❤
DS: March 2014
DD: May 2015
BFP: 12/24/17 CP: 1/2/18 @ 4w 3d
BFP: 1/26/18 CP: 2/2/18 @ 4w 4d
BFP: 5/16/18 MMC: 6/15/18 @ 7w 5d
BFP: 9/25/18! EDD: 6/9/19 TEAM GREEN
Married Sept. 2013
DS1: Nov 11, 2016
MMC: 11/16/18 (9w6d)
CP: 2/3/19 (5w3d)
BFP! 8/24/19
DS2: May 10, 2020
my heart breaks for you. Take care of yourself and don’t be a stranger (when you’re ready).