I have been "lurking" on the boards for a while and just officially joined to have a community of support as I deal with IF and IVF. I have been going it alone but with failures am feeling more and more discouraged so looking to all the wonderful posters here for new inspiration and hope. About me: TTC 2 years, I'm 35 and DH is 32. Did all the testing/labs/imaging and everything is "normal" (ovarian reserve slightly lower but normal for age). Husband has low morphology but REs felt it was not a huge issue. We had 3 failed IUIs last year and started IVF in July 2018. I was so excited and hopeful with my first round as my SIL had success and 15 frosties her first shot. Then I was a slow responder, and was in fear of cancellation every day (the anxiety!!!) but we made it to retrieval. 8 Eggs, ICSI, only 1 ended up making it to blast. BFN. Second round was this September. 7 eggs this time, we transferred two 8 cells on day 3 and luckily got 2 to freeze. This round was a CP. Of course devastated again. Will be doing FET in January. The REs have no answers and just say it's up to chance. My mother also passed away unexpectedly right before round 2 so it just feels like constant loss lately. Hoping with additional online support I won't give up or be too discouraged!
Good luck to everyone else with your journeys as well!