Returning Once Again

stillziggysmom

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Good morning. I joined this group after multiple early miscarriages before conceiving my baby boy who was born this July. We had 6 weeks with the most beautiful baby (really and truly PRETTY), one more week with him of absolute hell in the hospital where we could barely touch him, let alone hold him, and now here I am after having we rocked our baby to "sleep" for the last time. It might feel inappropriate to TTC so soon after my son's death, but DH and I (and hopefully the toddler) are firm on wanting to, so I'm just hoping I will be healthy enough for it. It's so hard to start tracking when AF hasn't even returned, but I'm getting positive OPKs, so that's a start. 

Anyway, I'm so very sorry that we're all here-- but it's nice to meet you. 

char245

@d_marie_23 I’m so very sorry for the loss of your sweet boy. I cannot imagine how incredibly hard all of this must be for you and your family. Hopefully we will be able to offer you some of the support you need.

Mack2342

@d_marie_23 I’m so sorry for the loss of your son.  I can’t even begin to imagine how difficult that is for you and your family.  I don’t think it’s inappropriate for you to TTC.  Everyone handles things differently and you have to do what is right for you.   I hope you find some comfort here 

prpl11butterfly

@d_marie_23 I am so sorry for your loss. I hope you and family are able to find comfort and peace with his passing. And I hope that we are able to offer you the support that you need.

coco2787

Oh my gosh, I’m so sorry for the loss of your sweet boy.   I can’t imagine how painful that experience has been.  I don’t think there’s any right or wrong time to want TTC again.   I hope you can find the comfort you need here during this difficult journey

ruby696

I'm so incredibly sorry for your loss. I cannot even imagine what you must be feeling. Welcome to the group and I hope your stay here is short.   

40momma

Heartbreaking. I am so incredibly sorry for the loss of your son. Only you and your husband will know when you are ready to TTC again. Be kind to yourself and know that we are here when you need us 

goldfishcraker

I am so sorry for the heartbreaking loss of your beautiful dear baby. I can't imagine your devestation.  Im glad you got the chance to love him, and show him how it feels to bebe immensly loved. 

Im so sorry you are here we are all here for you

antera23

I’m so sorry for the loss of your son. I hope being here provides you the support you need. 

justarius

Words just aren’t enough to describe how sorry I am for your loss. Be kind to yourself. We are all here for you. 

mwmiller4

I’m heartbroken for you. I can’t even imagine how you feel—please know I’m thinking of you. There’s no right way to go about any of this—so I wish you comfort and people to have nothing but supportive opinions and words while you grieve and try again

bakerstreetboys

I'm so sorry for the loss of your son.  I can't even begin to imagine how devastating that must have been.  If you and your husband are ready to try again, it doesn't matter what anyone else thinks.

stillziggysmom

Thank you so much to all of you incredible ladies for the support. I'm looking forward to being a part of such a lovely online community as we go through all this. 

jrm_14

@d_marie_23 There are no words to take away your heartache nor your grief. Know that you will have so much support here ❤️  There’s no wrong way to grieve and also move forward. Best wishes in your TTCAL journey. 

rowedking6

I. Just. Can't. Even. . ..oh my goodness, I'm so, so sorry. God bless you, oh that sweet boy. I'm just so sorry ♡

obsessedwithoranges

I can’t imagine your heartache. Hugs to you!!! 

radiohd18

My heart breaks for you. 
I'm so terribly sorry for this.