I cried today because I heard a commercial on the radio about St. Jude's. And, thought about all those kids with cancer and their families. And now I'm tearing up again!
Mommy to an angel baby and a sweet little girl Earth side.
Because DH and I (self-employed, work from home, no day care or regular babysitting) were having a discussion about how DD negatively affects productivity and I ended up feeling attacked for “not being able to finish anything on my own” (when all the help I needed was for DH to take DD to the store and dr with him, as I had done in the morning). And then bonus tears for yelling at DD when I was already on edge and she was unfolding all the laundry.
i hate the emotions being so uncontrollable.
on the plus side, sleep seems to have restored equinamity.
I just had my first, serious crying bout! And it was first thing in the morning at work. My mom sent me an email about who she wants at MY baby shower, and it has close to 30 of her friends. I totally spazzed and got anxious and freaked out on her. She told me take off who I didn't want (uh, especially those people I don't even KNOW), and that she was only thinking of all of her friends who helped her so much when my sister was in hospice. She wasn't trying to make me feel bad at all and I get it, but I still feel like a jackass. Still - those people are coming off! I do not want 100 people at my baby shower! If I didn't want people to buy me things I wouldn't even have one lol.
Re: Why My Pregnant Self is Crying
- fellow ex-sailor
i hate the emotions being so uncontrollable.
on the plus side, sleep seems to have restored equinamity.