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**TW** Goodbye

lokibear89lokibear89 member
in February 2019 Moms
NT scan today and my worst fears were confirmed. Baby stopped growing at 8 weeks and yet again my body is keeping a tight hold. 
You ladies have been a lovely, funny, supportive, wonderful group to be a part of, at least for a short while and I wish you the healthiest happiest pregnancies.
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  • kayjay44kayjay44 member
    Oh lady, I am so incredibly sorry. Please take care and be kind to yourself. We will all be thinking of you. 

    KBJ-SEJ married 8.18.2012
    BMJ born 5.27.2014
    MMC 7.2.2015 @ 5w5d
    SMEJ born 6.5.2016
    BFP 6.8.2018 EDD 02.18.2019


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  • wifemommewifemomme member
    So sorry to hear. Sending love understanding your way.
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  • etnyahetnyah member
    Oh @lokibear89 I am so sorry. This is so unfair and absolutely heartbreaking. We'll really miss you around here, you're a great person who does not deserve this shit! Please take care of yourself, and take time to heal with your H. Do something nice for yourself. Big hugs <3 
    DS born 2/18/2019
    DD born 4/1/2023
    Baby #3 EDD 11/21/2024
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  • BourbonBiscuitsBourbonBiscuits member
    Oh this breaks my heart. I’m so incredibly sorry for your loss. We’ll all be thinking of you ❤️
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  • allthingsgoallthingsgo member
    I’m so so sorry to hear this! Thank you for being a part of this board. Please take care of yourself 
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  • cmjenkiescmjenkies member
    So much love to you and your family  <3
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  • madreofdragonsmadreofdragons member
    Oh, I am so sorry. For lack of a better phrase, it just sucks. 
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  • jessier19jessier19 member
    I’m so terribly sorry to hear this. It’s so cruel and unfair. I will be thinking of you. 
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  • bleucheeznwinebleucheeznwine member
    Oh, no. I am so sorry you're going through this. Sending love your way.
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  • notthecheatnotthecheat member
    My heart sank when I saw this.  :'( I am so so sorry
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  • ChloandCocoChloandCoco member
    I’m so sorry you are going through this again. Take all the time you need and remember that it’s ok to not be ok. 
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  • megpants209megpants209 member
    Oh my gosh, I am incredibly sorry. Thinking of you and please take care of yourself. 
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  • conchispitaconchispita member
    My heart fell when I saw this thread. So sorry you are going through this, we will all be missing you and sending love your way.
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  • katamcakatamca member
    I’m so, so sorry. Thinking of you and your family.
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  • Venessa88Venessa88 member
    I am so sorry for your loss. Sending love to you and family. 
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  • hannahbananas11hannahbananas11 member
    This sucks so much. I'm really sorry, and I hope that you're able to get all of the support and care that you need right now.
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  • disneybaby84disneybaby84 member
    So sorry! Take care of yourself!
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  • okayestmom12okayestmom12 member
    My heart broke when I saw this started by you. I’m so sorry. Take the time to grieve and be angry and feel all the emotions. Many hugs. 
    T & J 5.9.09
    MMC 2.12.11 @ 8w
    PVM 5.8.12
    GWM 3.17.15
    RPM 2.21.19

    Babysizer Cravings Pregnancy Tracker
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  • PurplePoppy424PurplePoppy424 member
    I am so incredibly sorry this is happening to you. Sending all of the love your way!
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  • thechickendancethechickendance member
    I'm so very sorry, hugs and love to you!
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  • Erinm278Erinm278 member
    ugh I'm just so sorry.  I have no other words, I'm just so sorry.

     

    Baby girl #1 7/11/13

    Baby girl #2 4/30/15

    Baby Boy Due 2/16/19!




     

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  • lmaplejclmaplejc member
    I’m so very sorry.  Thinking of you and sending you strength and love from NJ.
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  • ginger1228ginger1228 member
    I’m so, so sorry. Sending lots of love. 
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  • kdrn913kdrn913 member
    So very sorry for your loss! Take care of yourself! 
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  • lifeofboggslifeofboggs member
    I’m so sorry!  Be kind to yourself!  Hugs to you!
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  • cas060cas060 member
    Thinking of you, take care of yourself
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  • eggsandwich2019eggsandwich2019 member
    Oh geez, just saw this, I am so, so sorry. Take care of yourself. 
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  • danixbanani24danixbanani24 member
    I’m so sorry take care of yourself  <3
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  • MrsCaliRNMrsCaliRN member
    So, very sorry to hear this. Please take care of yourself. 

    Me: 31         DH: 34
    Married 11/09/2013
    LO#1: LMP 09/14/2014  BFP 10/15/2014  EDD 06/24/2015  DS Born 06/14/2015
    LO#2: LMP 09/18/2016  BFP 10/19/2016  EDD 06/27/2017 DD Born 06/27/2017
    LO#3: LMP 05/16/2018  BFP 06/18/2018  EDD 02/20/2019

      
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  • megpeg0621megpeg0621 member
    So sorry to read this. Sending you love. Take good care
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  • cassafrass15cassafrass15 member
    Oh I am so sorry to hear this! Be kind to yourself and remember that you grieve however you need to, for as long as you need to.
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  • JamieH2000JamieH2000 member
    I am so sorry- no words can help but this is so unfair and I’m sending love 
    History in Spoiler

    Age: 32 (same with DH). Together since 2006, Married June 2013 and TTC since August 2015
    Diagnosis: Mild Endo, DOR (AMH of 1.5), Poor Quality Eggs/embryos, Displaced Window of Implantation (ERA Post Receptive)
    March-May 2016: 1 TI and 2 IUIs- BFN 
    June 2016- Laproscopy- found/removed mild endo and confirmed only 1 normal healthy ovary.
    August 2016- IVF #1 with Antagonist Protocol- Cancelled (2 lead follies), converted to IUI- BFN
    Oct-Nov 2016- IVF #2 with Estrogen Priming Micro Lupron Protocol, 2 eggs retrieved, day 3 transfer of 1- BFN
    January 2017- New RE, IVF#3 with Estrogen Priming Antagonist Protocol, 12 eggs, 8 mature, 6 fertilized, 2 day 5 early blasts transferred (none to freeze :(), BFN
    May 2017- Sept 2017- Starting Donor Egg process! Waiting for donor to be available... and then she is pregnant at baseline :(
    Oct 2017- Donor #2: 25R, 22M,18F, 12 blasts frozen! Fresh transfer cancelled due to thin lining with fluid :(
    Nov 2017- Hysterscopy to remove polyp
    Dec 2017- DE FET #1 on 12/8 on 2 perfect blasts- BFN and devastated
    Jan-Mar 2018- ERA #1- Post receptive by 24 hours, ERA #2 RECEPTIVE with 4 days of Progesterone
    Apr 2018- DE FET cancelled for lining issues :(
    Jun 2018- DE FET #2 of two 1AA blasts- first BFP ever! Beta 10dp5dt- 378, Beta 14dp5dt- 2840, Beta 16dp5dt- 4035, beta 18dp5dt- 10916. Due on 2/20 with one baby after a vanishing twin
    Baby Born born early @ 33.5 weeks due to Pre-e
    Back for # 2!
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  • darkstar42darkstar42 member
    So sorry for your loss. Sending much love your way. <3
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  • Omie_WiseOmie_Wise member
    I am so sorry for your loss. 
    Pregnancy Ticker
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  • cali1710cali1710 member
    I’m so so sorry. I hope you are doing ok and find ways to be kind to yourself. All the best xo 
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  • ohsunnydaysohsunnydays member
    No....  :'( I'm so incredibly sorry. 
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