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canadianmom89

hi all! It seems that one off introductions are accepted in this forum so here I go : 

im here because I just had back to back mmc. In Jan 18 we found out at an ultrasound at 9.5 weeks that there had been no development past 5 weeks. I waited another 1.5 weeks and opted for the D&C, I had retained products of conception and developed an infection, did a course of antibiotics and decided to try misoprotal to complete the miscarriage. I took a reaction to it and it didn’t work so I ended up in the hospital and had a second emergency D&C . 
AF returned 31 days after the first D&C (2 weeks after the second D&C). We decided to bench ourselves until after a much needed vacation in April. We started trying on the trip and got pregnant again after 2 cycles. Over the Canada long weekend we were camping 3 hours away from home when I started to bleed. I miscarried naturally on 07/10/18. The ultrasound showed the same thing as last time. No development passed 5 weeks and miscarried at almost 10 weeks. 

I was very naive before all of this as we conceived our DD after 2 months and go pregnant cycle 1 with the first MMC. My heart goes out to all of you on this board and I look forward to giving and getting support ❤️

ruby696

@canadianmom89 We were just on the F19 board together and I remember your story. It feels surreal that we're both here now. How quickly things change. I'm sorry for your losses and I hope your stay here is short.

denma2015

I too was on the F19 board with you.  I am just trying to trust that the right baby will make its way into our family.  

Mack2342

So sorry for your loss.  I think we all have had the naive feeling before our losses.  Take time to heal 

mwmiller4

@canadianmom89 I’m so sorry you’ve gone through those losses. The ladies on this board are lovely and I hope you find it as comforting as I have. 

McKBaby

canadianmom89 said:

hi all! It seems that one off introductions are accepted in this forum so here I go : 

im here because I just had back to back mmc. In Jan 18 we found out at an ultrasound at 9.5 weeks that there had been no development past 5 weeks. I waited another 1.5 weeks and opted for the D&C, I had retained products of conception and developed an infection, did a course of antibiotics and decided to try misoprotal to complete the miscarriage. I took a reaction to it and it didn’t work so I ended up in the hospital and had a second emergency D&C . 
AF returned 31 days after the first D&C (2 weeks after the second D&C). We decided to bench ourselves until after a much needed vacation in April. We started trying on the trip and got pregnant again after 2 cycles. Over the Canada long weekend we were camping 3 hours away from home when I started to bleed. I miscarried naturally on 07/10/18. The ultrasound showed the same thing as last time. No development passed 5 weeks and miscarried at almost 10 weeks. 

I was very naive before all of this as we conceived our DD after 2 months and go pregnant cycle 1 with the first MMC. My heart goes out to all of you on this board and I look forward to giving and getting support ❤️

I was on Feb 19 with you. I’m sorry to see you here and wish you all the best.

coco2787

Welcome to the group, I'm so sorry for your losses.  Our stories have a lot of similarities, I've always conceived easily but I too have had two MMC after having a normal first pregnancy.  Loss really blindsides you when you have a "typical" pregnancy experience first.  

MelissaMay82

I’m so sorry for your losses.

bakerstreetboys

Sorry for your losses.  Welcome to the board, there's lots of support and information here.

canadianmom89

Thank you everyone for the support. @ruby696 @denma2015 @McKBaby I’m sorry we all have to be here together ! Hopefully we will be joining bmb again soon ! 

antera23

I remember you from F19. I was also on there. I’m so sorry for your losses. I hope you’re on here for a short amount of time