TTC After a Loss

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I’m Chloe, I used to hang out here December 2015-October 2016.

Tw I had my rainbow baby June 2017. I suffered severe depression during pregnancy likely due to pregnancy loss and likely Lyme disease. At one point I have severe insomnia and didn’t sleep for 96 hours straight. It was awful. During this pregnancy we decided we would one and done. I felt much better a month after DD was born and we started to rethink.


Prior to my rainbow, I had 2 MCs. A MMC at 10 weeks and a very traumatic NT scan in which we found s 12 week fetus with a chromosomal abnormality in compatibile with life. I was positive that motherhood would never happen for me and I was wrong!

This past April DH and I had an unexpected CP. It sent me into a tailspin-I felt the depression rearing it’s ugly head. I started therapy back up. DH and I had a heart to heart and have decided to try again. I know with my my chances of MC at 39 are pretty high still, so I’m trying not to get my hopes too high.

CD 1 should be tomorrow, and I look forward to getting to know you all!

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    Welcome back @chloe97 but sorry you experienced another loss 
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    Welcome back chloe97. Good luck keeping the depression at bay, TTCAL with RPL is extremely difficult.

    MC #1: D&C Oct 23, 2015 (7.5 weeks)
    MC #2: July 1, 2016 (5.5 weeks)
    MC #3: October 17, 2016 (CP)
    RE #1: RPL testing November 2016-January 2017
    MC #4: Feb. 28, 2017 (CP)
    RE #2: Additional RPL testing March-November 2017
    MC #5: January 2019 (6.5 weeks)

    RE #3: More testing 2023. 
    Egg Retrieval Sept/Oct 2023, 2 good embryos after PGT-A testing.
    Surgery for endometriosis January 2024
    Lupron Depo March 2024.  Benched 3 months.  Hopefully FET after that.


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    Welcome back :)  I'm so sorry for your losses and all the difficulties you've had.  I hope your stay here is short this tine around.  
    Me: 35  H: 35
    Married: 4/5/13

    "You know that place between sleep and awake, 
    that place where you can still remember dreaming?
    That's where I will always love you.  
    That's where I'll be waiting."
    ~Peter Pan 

    BFP #1: 11/12/12  EDD 7/25/13 Baby boy: 7/27/13
    BFP #2: 10/29/17   MMC dx @ 9 weeks
    BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
    BFP #4: 3/2/18  MC 3/9/18
    RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
    BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl  :'(
    Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
    BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19  <3  Rainbow baby girl born 7/23/19 
    BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022 
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    @dpjennifer thanks! it's weird to be back, but this group was a godsend to me 2 years ago and I just think it's the best place for me right now.  
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