I’m Chloe, I used to hang out here December 2015-October 2016.
Tw I had my rainbow baby June 2017. I suffered severe depression during pregnancy likely due to pregnancy loss and likely Lyme disease. At one point I have severe insomnia and didn’t sleep for 96 hours straight. It was awful. During this pregnancy we decided we would one and done. I felt much better a month after DD was born and we started to rethink.
Prior to my rainbow, I had 2 MCs. A MMC at 10 weeks and a very traumatic NT scan in which we found s 12 week fetus with a chromosomal abnormality in compatibile with life. I was positive that motherhood would never happen for me and I was wrong!
This past April DH and I had an unexpected CP. It sent me into a tailspin-I felt the depression rearing it’s ugly head. I started therapy back up. DH and I had a heart to heart and have decided to try again. I know with my my chances of MC at 39 are pretty high still, so I’m trying not to get my hopes too high.
CD 1 should be tomorrow, and I look forward to getting to know you all!
Re: Reintroduction TW LC mentioned
"You know that place between sleep and awake,
that place where you can still remember dreaming?
That's where I will always love you.
That's where I'll be waiting."
BFP #2: 10/29/17 MMC dx @ 9 weeks
BFP #3: 2/2/18 MC 2/7/18
BFP #4: 3/2/18 MC 3/9/18
RPL testing and hysteroscopy: all normal
BFP #5: 4/1/18 MMC dx @ 14 weeks ----> genetically normal girl
Hysteroscopy to remove scar tissue 9/28
BFP #6 11/5/18 EDD 7/20/19 Rainbow baby girl born 7/23/19
BFP #7 12/8/2021 EDD 8/22/2022