It's with a heavy heart that I find myself in this forum instead of "December 2018", and I am sorry each and every one of you are here as well.
I found out on Tuesday that there was nothing on the ultrasound, which was just 2 days shy of my 8 weeks. There appeared to be a gestational sac measuring 5-6 weeks in my lower cervix. My Dr assumes this will pass within the next couple weeks. I had a loss of symptoms last Thursday, and minor spotting which she said was normal as it was only with urination and brown. However, apparently not all was "normal". They didn't say whether is was a mmc, chemical, etc, and honestly, I am not sure I know the difference or it even matters. They want me to pass the sac naturally, and say it will either pass on its own or with my period, but the waiting is killing me. I thought I was better yesterday, I only cried once, which was a huge improvement over Tuesday night and Wednesday. But, here I am, just sitting here thinking about this failed pregnancy sitting inside me, torturing me, I just want to pass it to be "past" everything, almost to expel everything negative, I feel like I cannot fully "move on" and being my healing and prepare for future chances until this passes and is officially "over".
Has anyone had a similar experience? Originally they werent sure if it was a gestational sac or an inclusion cyst, which they say is common, but when we met with the Dr yesterday, she said it was the gestational sac and I should fully miscarry soon.